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My mom is in bitch mode once again.

so I had to huff it to the library in the snow

to be able to get on here and do my advanced child development homework done.

ugh, will someone PLEASE adopt me?

So today has officially become the most fucking ridiculous day ever. I'm so sick of guys who try to say they are badass, then when it comes down to it, there pussyass little bitches. Honestly, little boys lyk that need to grow up. I'm done with whinny people. I can't do it right now. I have enough problems going on in my own life. And I dont need your invented problems to add to mine. If you just want attention look for it from someone else because I'm allergic to bullshit, I can sence it from the start so dont get mad when I call your bluff. I'm not playing these games anymore. Lyk I said before, if your going to be a little bitch, be alittle bitch, just do it around someone else. I'm tried of hearing your sob stories and from now on

my ears are turn off.

Thank you.

it's 3:11. I'm in study hall. And I can't sleep no mores.so basically I'm bored outta my freaking mind. got away with another day of sneaking my extra phone to skewl so I could talk to vince alil. But I really didn't get to talk to him all that much :( I honestly wish he had him own phone so he ould all me w.e he wanted..i haven't heard his voice in three days...and it's killing me. I really wish hims mommy would understand how much it affected me and him not talking :(



on a different note. I gots my friend matty back for alittle while...but also bad news when I say little while I mean 5 months.... Matty has cancer growing around hims heart...and all they an do at this point is give him medicine to slow death down....



I never talk about matty much...but that kid, He's amazing. He was the most adorable person in the whole fucking world. And he was the most amazing person in the world. He donated to childrens hosptials, believed in jesus, and brought others to believe in him, even though ppl in church scorned him for being gay. He didn't let anyone take away his thoughts or beliefs. And he was rock, my big brother, my best friend, someone who took care of me, someone I could call at 3am and he'd be on his way just so I wouldbt have so sleep along. He held me when I cried. Even had one of those moments when I was shit faced drunk and that kid was holding my hair while I met my dinner for thesecond time. Matty was one person who I always have depended on... And now after me losing him to him moving away now I'm losing him completley...

out of all the most fucking evil shitty ppl in the world out there, and this had to happen to someone lyk him... It kills me..



so if I'm sad for a while...please jjust give me space..thanks

Why do people never EVER need to talk to you unless they feel threated, or they are put in a possition they realise maybe, just maybe your to good to even be talking to them?



I dont get it, but its starting to really piss me off ughh :(



most of the time I love people.



not tonight.



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Bones
03:25 Jan 27 2011

They have issues.

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Muffin15
03:27 Jan 27 2011

right?

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so I'm sittinghere in my last class (we are supposed to be silently reading.. But I'm silently journaling lol)

I just love this class, I wouldn't trade it for any other. I know every single girl in here :D Katie, and elmo, and jess, and julia, and jenny, amd taylor, and katie, and bethany and all 10 skanks in the front row... Haha. I feel lyk taking a nap right now, but I just don't know if that's what I really wanna do. Dexisions decisions decisions :(

hmph! Okay well the point of this journal was not to rant or bitch it was to say that I had a very yummy lunch, and now I'm in my favorite class of the enture day and that makes me really fresking happy. Okay well I hope you have a nice rest if your day.



I love you (:

I'm to the point right now that I will go ANYWHERE to get away from my mom and this goddamn state. I'm so miserable here :(

Everything in life is better :)