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20:35 Oct 28 2010
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Cry me a river,

it's not lyk u haven'tfelt that way before.scream me a laulaby, shut ur eyes and kiss that girl goodbye. She's not the one u want inside, thats just an aliby.u know exactly what it takes, to put ur heart in it's place.



It's not fate, we can make it better.ur confused and scared.and still I'll always make u better.



play back the days we spent with hours just so happy, talking on the phone. u always promised me, u'd never stray,and swore I'd never see a day I'm left alone.then she took it all away and there's not more to say.till you were right back on my line...



ch.



I will take you back a thousand times and my heart won't skip a beat, You are that everything. That secial one who just might make me whole again, and thats



that's why she's not fate. We coyld have so much better. The pain you hide, I'll make it better...Ill make it better..



it's not fate...

ch



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something I found in my poetry folder...

20:28 Oct 24 2010
Times Read: 622


Everytime I talk to u,

It pulls me back alittle.

Everytime I reach for u,

You invite me in alittle.

Everytime I cry for u,

I remember u are gone.

After that night,

Almost dying for you...

I realize these feelings I need,

Are terrifyingly wrong.


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A last chance?

04:47 Oct 20 2010
Times Read: 631


I wait for this wall

of no contact to break.

And hold of my heart,

for only the deserving to take.

I place all the love

deep in my eyes.

every time I walked away

I never truly ment my goodbyes.

You watched me leave

and still you'd say

you loved me,

in every single way.

Well take me back,

just once more, be mine

And let me prove

That It was really ment,

to be this time.


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Broke

21:24 Oct 15 2010
Times Read: 642


I broke a finger that wasn't mine.

It happened when I was only five.

I've broken cups, glasses, and plates

Never seeing the dents they make.

I've broken promises, broken lies.

I've contested farwell, but broke goodbye.

My heart broke to powder, in his hands.

But thats not the worst, of all that stands.

I broke his heart when he was mine.

He broke my trust a thousand times.

I broke my habbit of taking him back.

Then watch the wall I built, break on contact.

I broke my silence again and again.

I was never to know, when the pain would end.

I broke the words that I'd carefully hide...

He wrote me off, then.. I broke inside.


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Struck by storm..

21:41 Oct 11 2010
Times Read: 649


Why does the wind beat on my door?

I held it closed,

But it wont stay for sure.

The fire it circles around me now.

There is no hope

Theres no way out.

The rain it falls and licks the flames

to wash them off,

And put out its shame.

But water cant always pull down the heat.

The fire burns my boiling seat.

I can choose to freeze or run away

But hurricans way come my way.

So I lay on the floor

As water gorws in size

The fire burning me down now

Through its slow tormenting rise.

Both circle me now,

as smoke and water fill my swelling heart.

I cry for help

As the fading starts.

My hands reach out to empt air,

As I feel my soul start its tear.

Then snow flurries out,

The now, so gental flame.

The water to ice, then water again.

One long last breath before I close my eyes.

Then lightning strikes, I say goodbye.


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The moment you walked away..

21:10 Oct 07 2010
Times Read: 654


Plae my tears in flurrys of rain.

I'll never see this face again.

I'm only lying to myself,

with all my goals stacked on the shelf.

Love so blind its lost all texture

sorrow as thick as hate or spite,

You placed your hands in the hollow yourself

and pulled out the heart I've broken tonight.

Gasps of terror leave my lips,

he dropps it uslessly on the floor.

Falling to my knees I beg you,

but you've already walked out of the door.

Time stops the cold seeps in,

left alone, the life, it ends.

Reaching out to empty air,

I pray to the god...I hopes still there.

Now sobbing, jerking on the ground,

I speak your name and its the only sound.

Bound by ropes we would never make,

All scratch at them and pray they break

Mistakes they happen every day.

But my pains condemed me,

from the moment you walked away


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SummerWerewolf
SummerWerewolf
13:05 Feb 20 2014

I know this all to well. Really enjoyed reading.








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