we saw britany tonight walking to thunderbird, probably to get cigarettes or something, and I randomly realized that she broke my heart almost a year ago. It was weird. I got my lacey though. :) I'm quite content with life and how it's going.
had a pretty crappy day. the customers were bitchy. we had our moments of being busy. most of the day was just spent standing around. -.- ugh!
Lacey comes home next week! :D :D I'm super excited for her to come home. Then we can talk and get things straightened out. :) I'm currently unhappy about this whole relationship thing. Maybe that's because this is the first relationship I've had in years and it's temporarily long distance. She's been super busy and I've not been busy and waiting for her to call or text. This sucks... I asked her if she still wanted to be my girlfriend and she said yes. This will all work out in the end. :) I have faith that it will.
-happy sigh- I might get to see lacey this weekend. She's in Pierre and I asked mom if we could go. She didnt say yes but she didnt say no. :P Two weeks and she'll be home! I can't wait!
I don't have to wish you for you. I already have you. ♥ ♥
ive also decided that i'm not going to tell any of my family about my relationship with Lacey. I'll just be a "fucking" dyke anyway.
Eldon and I were going to hang out, but he bailed. -.- fucker. oh well...
I miss Lacey. I wish she was home so I could see her, but she's with the dumb carnival. :P and she doesnt haver service, so we can't even text. guess this will prove if we can make it. >.<
I was laying on my bed yesterday with my kitty cat and I sat straight up and looked at him and said "Dodger I have a girlfriend". :D He looked at me and meowed. I guess it hasn't sunk in yet.
made it home. :) thank goodness. :D i have 32 hours this week. 37 next week and 39.5 hours after that. :D that's full time.
I wana go home. -.- i feel so out of place here. =\ can't do anything right. i blame up with people for changing me but in a good way. :) They changed me into the person I am today. and i dont ever care to come back here.
first relationship i've had in years. I'm kind of nervous about it, but super excited. I can't tell Nickie tell about it, but i'm gonna tell Ann and Kathy. I trust them more than I can trust anyone else(at work that is).
made it to wyoming for all those who care. :) i feel completely out of place here. I havent been out here for two years and I'm okay with that. I don't see myself coming out here after this anytime soon. :P I met Jamee's boyfriend. I get a strange vibe from him. I don't like him. I wana go home!
dsfkljasfkldjafkljsdfa i want it to be thursday!
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I want it to be Christmas already but I will settle for Haloween! LOL
loll! I got in a car accident lastyear halloween. I got to hand out to brats. :D yayy!
the cousins are gone and we have the house to ourselves again. :D we're going to wyoming thursday night. :D :D we're gonna try to make to at least rapid. yayy!
"Don't text her" I'm not. She's sleeping. "-.-" Nickie told me to be careful around Lacey. Her mom told her she hopes I listen. not sure what that means but I'm kind of nervous to be around her now... but oh well. that's not going to stop my feelings for her. :) she's amazing! ♥
im ready to quit my job. that's all. :) dklsajdslkfjwoiu32orndfs.ks ...fuckers.
kdfsjladslkfjldsk;jasdlkfjds fucking june. i hate her. i'm moving departments.
my head hurts. i want it be september! actually i just want it to be my birthday. :P so then i can sell alcohol at work and i can go on a trip. and lacey will be home by then. :D
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03:48 Aug 31 2011
Everything happens for a reason ^_^