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first day of work with josh after he decided to be a jerk. it went okay. i wanted to kick him in the shin, but jill told me no. >.< i was waiting on a customer today and i was laughing and had a smile on my face, and josh was standing up front watching me. His gaze is the only one i can feel when the supervisors watch me. is that weird?

joshua deleted me off of facebook. i blocked him, so now we just have to deal with eachother at work. i think he deleted me because one of my facebook statuses was to him and he didnt like it. :) oh well, he'll get over it.

if you didnt want me to text you, then why do you still have my number in your phone? why did you respond if you dont want me to talk to you? ugh! you make me so angry! don't expect anything from me! not even a hi.









kay now im done ranting. (: until tomorrow!

im pretty sure one text isnt going to ruin your damn marriage! it's on the rocks anyway. she's gonna break your heart and you'll want your friends to comfort you. no one's going to be there cause you fucked them over! you treat them like crap and you expect it to be all okay and everything. >.

you never told me to ever text you again. you told me you didnt want to make your wife jealous by talking to other girls! im not sure if i want to cry or scream at you. don't expect me to be there when your heart breaks because she's using you.

im not sure if i mentioned this in last month's entries, but i'm going to europe next year! :D yayay! and im already saving up because tickets are super expensive! im sooo excited.

first entry of the month! woohoo! :D not much has happened. josh and mandie are back together. ugh! so he doesnt want to talk to me because it'll make the wife jealous. I hate her. but i guess if they're doing it for the kids, then let them. -.- ummm.... tosha and him dated for about a week! he told mandie that he was with tosha and she told him she wanted him back. so what does he do? he dumps tosha and goes back to mandie. >:( he makes me angry. tosha moved to the hardware department shortly before she and josh got together, and now she's trying to get me to move over there. i'm thinking of doing it. (: it's possible. school starts tomorrow! thank goodness! i hate my job. im gonna kill andrew. he's a fuckhead. eldon's going back to aberdeen for school! im super excited for him, but ill definitely miss him. i think that's about it. have a good night everyone!