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38.If you had the opportunity to go back in time and make a change, would you still want to have the same parents?



I think i'd want still want the same mom, but maybe not my dad. im not sure.

37.What’s your most striking physical attribute? Do you like it?



I'm not sure what my most striking physical attribute. maybe my eyes or smile. :) yeahh i like both.

36.What do you want people you meet for the first time to think about you?



I'm not sure. let them think what they want.

i rented movies today. growing op and paranormal activity. i watched growing op first and i have to say it's a really good movie. :) i watched about 15 minutes of paranormal activity and i didnt like it.

35.When was the last time you cried without anyone seeing you? And why?



I cried a few times this week. Eldon asked Darrell out and she said yes. I bawled like a big baby that night. none the less i got very little sleep that night. Eldon seems to be the culprit of this whole fit of crying this week.

34.Do you often hear your inner voice? What does it usually tell you?



I hear my inner voice at times. It usually tells me to get over britany or be happy i was with her

im sad. =\

I got my lip ring back in. The one when I got it pierced. ^_^ im excited. though it's huge and it feels weird. =\

33.Who would you like to forgive and forget?

I would like to forgive and forget Britany. :D

I refuse to cry over you tonight. thats all :)



Danko accepted my friend request after almost two months of not talking to eachother.

lastnight eldon and i were texting and he told me that he asked darrell out. and she texted me and told me he just asked her out and what should she do cause she knows i like him and everything. :P i told her to go for it. sooo i think they're dating now. im not sure. (: but im happy for them both. i cried. alot. but its all good ^_^.

32.What are you really bad at?

You should really specify this question. I'm really bad at sleeping. I'm really bad at telling it how it is. ect.

31.If you could be a fictional character from a movie or a novel, who would you want to be? Why?



I think I'd want to be Cece from keeping you a secret. She's a lesbian in the book and her family accepts her better than Holland's family does. I'd want to be like her just for the acceptance of the family. :)

30.Why do you think your most favorite film touches you so deeply?



I'm not sure. =\

im super tired. -.- maybe ill be going to bed early. i hope so. :)

29.If you knew you had only one week to live, how and with whom would you spend it?



I'd spend it with all my techies and some of my castmates(not the ones that didnt like me like Coy and Isaiah and stupid people like that). I'd spend it with just sitting around and talk. hug and talk hug and talk. sleep, hug, talk. rince and repeat for a whole week. ^_^

28.What time of the day do you feel the most energetic? And what do you usually do in those moments?



I think in the morning. :) i'm not sure.. :P

27.What are you grateful for?



Everything. friends, family, love, my uppies, being able to go to uwp.

samantha makes me laugh. she deleted me off her facebook because i wasnt a good friend to her. i dont care.... she told darrell that she called my house and my mom yelled at hrer and called a bitch and i just laughed in the background. woww... two things. one, my mom would never do that even if she hated her that much. and two that phone call was never made. she also told darrell that when she came over i was always on my laptop and texting. well, thats a lie too. i didnt have a phone and i was hardly ever on the computer. oh well... and i never gave her advice when she asked for it. well thats a lie as well. what a bitch. im soo glad shes out of my life. :) thats all

26.What joy could wake you in the middle of the night?



I'm not sure about this one. :) finding out the one i love is next to me would wake me up.

25.What fear could wake you in the middle of the night?



getting into a really bad car accident or falling.

I miss Eldon. alot. =\ I do get to see him the 26th. we got hockey games in aberdeen. woohoo ^-^

24.What is your life really about? What is your purpose in life?



My purpose in life is to make others happy before myself. :) I'm not sure how to answer the first question. I could say making sure the lgbt community gets their rights like everyone else has, but im not sure if that's what you mean. =\ Putting others before myself is what my life is really about. Up with people taught me that in the semester that i was in it. Making others happy with just being around. :)

my phone squeaks. thats because i left it out in my car for like 4 hours in the freezing cold. :P oops. time to get a new one! I love that phone though.

I got to see my eldon lastnight! we hung out for a few hours. it was nice to have someone back in my life. My heart was happy. ♥ we went to walmart and got oranges because i was craving them. ^_^

23.What really sucks in your life? Who has the power to change it?



Nothing really sucks in my life at the moment. :)

my head hurts today. -.- i get to sleep in tomorrow!

22.What worries you the most when you think about your future?



not being able to get into school. when i was younger, I was always afraid that I was never going to marry because everyone thought i was ugly. Now i dont care if i marry or have kids. :)

relatively good day today. i was on five. ^_^ it was foodstamps day, which pissed me off. also, did you know that I'm worthless? yeahh... neither did i until my brother told me. :) he also told me to pack my stuff and get out. how can i when i have no money saved up? sdkfldsjflkdsjfroiewjroawdsifnhoaewiuwo4rdfs ugh!

21.What can you do better?



I'm not sure what you mean about this one. I guess I could be better at work and not care about britany. i could be a better christian and be happier. i dont know what you want me to say.

20.What are you really good at?



you should define that. :P I'm really good at complaining. I'm really good at being a techie. I'm really good at writing letters, but not sending them off. I'm really good at working.

relatively good day. ^_^ i was on 12. it angers me. :P

My computer is stupid. -.- It wont let me get on vr. ldskjdslkfsalkdfjweopjasdfn blah. its stupid. i have to work tomorrow.

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NocturnalMistress
04:07 Feb 09 2011

I don't mean to sound like a jackass or anything...



But if your computer isn't allowing you to log into VR...



How did you write this journal entry?

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MyBleedingReaction
21:55 Feb 09 2011

one of the other sites that's together with this site. :)

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Today was a relatively good day at work. Though i found out that one of my old shop classmates passed away this morning from a farming accident. :( sad day. poor guy. he was only 20. >.<



anyway... I had this customer today he bought a bag of ice melt and the corner was ripped so it was making a huge mess allover my register and i tried to put in the bag and it made it worse. :P to make a long story short, Gina had to clean my mess up. made my day. I was on 12 today and i rearranged the chew so many times I got bored. :P and i got off on time too. woohoo! hope everyone has a good night.

18.What was your greatest disappointment in life?

I think i'd have to say not having my dad around for many years...





19.As a kid, what did you dream of becoming when you grew up?

I always wanted to be a teacher. That's not going to happen! I'm going to be a techie!

sorry guys for missing a day. :P I didnt turn my computer on at all lastnight after I got home. :)

17.What was that thing you never tried because you were afraid of failure?



doing roller coasters. -.-

we had hockey games today! three of them. two against mitchell and one against watertown. aberdeen couldnt make it. :( oh well! our first game was 8 to three. our second game was 1 to 4 and our last game was 4 to five. we did good. :) we have games in aberdeen the 26th! i hope i get it off. I wana see eldon!

16.What would you try now if you were sure you wouldn’t fail?



anything and everything. ^_^ college, love, drugs(not getting in trouble would be the point in that one), telling someone how it is without them getting mad, sky diving, bungi jumping, singing in front of thousands, talking in front of a big group. ect.

I saw Dylan and his mom today. It made my heart happy. ^_^ Thanks for making my day a little better. After I finished with you guys, everything seemed to go downhill. the supervisors kept me 25 minutes over my time, they didnt bring me my change when I asked for it, and they were really rude to me. I had to refuse three alcohol sales because the supervisor was talking to her husband. -.- im so done.

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Enrapture
22:12 Feb 04 2011

It was nice seeing you again~

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MyBleedingReaction
01:44 Feb 05 2011

definitely! I saw your mom when I was on my break, but she was talking to someone, and it made me happy. ^-^

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15.What recurring dream do you have? What do you think is the message your subconscious is sending you through that dream?



When I used to have feelings for Britany, she'd always appear in my dreams. Either talking or hugging or kissing or just hanging out. Now that we dont see eachother anymore they dont happen very often. I think subconsiously it was saying that i needed to get over her.

14.What do you think a stranger’s first impression of you would be?



I'm probably too quiet.

13.Who would you like to please the most?

Britany

happy ground hog's day! it's turned out to be a relatively nice day out, though it's still cold.



they moved me today to 12. it pissed me off. britany didnt want to be on 12 today. wah! she's a bitch.

12.What is the way you often sabotage yourself?



deciding on college.

happy first ya'll! :) It's freezing here and it's suppose to get colder within the week. -.- gross. I work all early hours this week, so im totally looking forward to working. >.< enjoy your day guys. (: