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mmm I want in n out. ^_^ i miss it. their french fries were amazing. (:

One of the daycare moms was telling us about how Huron doesn't have an anti-bullying law for the school. I wasn't suprised at that one actually, but it bothers me that everyone around us does.

rather good day today. :) i was on 5,16,1, and 15

My mom and I are going to New York in June. We'll arrive the 16th and leave on the 23rd. The next day I'm going to nebraska for the weekend for their pride event. So i totally get to go to New york and Nebraska in the same month. :) I'm pretty stoked actually. I'm going to meet up with uppies in both states, so i'll be a happy camper. ^-^ and i thought about Arkansas later to visit Miss Annie. and California in October for sure. i won't get to go out of the country this year, but I plan on going to a few states for sure. ^_^



Soo Mitchell and Giff in May. New york and Nebraska in June. Fourth of July. Minnesota in August for valley fair. The state fair in September. Cali in October. Annie in November. Christmas in December. Back to New york for new years. i have this whole year planned out. :P if only it'll go that way. :)

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I spent the day with Eldon and it was nice just being the two of us. He told me I had him the whole day. ^_^ We walked to the student center and i pushed him. He pushed me back and i'm "this is why i love you. :P". it was a good day.

pretty sure im going to kick someone's fucking ass at work. i asked for the 13th off and Jeff declined it. -.- basterd.

we got andrew's cake tonight. it's cute. :)

not sure if i've kept you guys up to date on decisions on college, but i found one. It's called Full Sail and it's in Florida. It has a show production degree and that's what i want to be. I want to be a techie! and if all goes right i'll be able to go. :) I want this more than a second semester in up with people. Dave is excited for me and so is Giff. :D

62.If you were your own coach, how would you guide yourself?



I'd tell myself go in the direction that you want to go. Don't listen to anyone else. You are your own person. :)

I went to Mitchell today and it was nice just having the day to myself. :) I went birthday shopping for the brat. :P

61.Do you love yourself?

sometimes. it's easier said than done. :)

Cayden got the letter. ^_^ I'm soo happy. he gave me the wrong address and I was soo hoping that he'd get it. and he did. so i'm good for now. (:

knew it. he bailed on me again. Mitchell bound tomorrow! :D i got tomorrow and wednesday off. im gonna go spend the day with ashly.

I knew it was too good to be true. I wont get to go to Aberdeen tomorrow to see Eldon. =\ however, I might get to go to Mitchell to see Ashly.

60.What was the most frustrating period in your creative life?



I dont know :)

I give up. -.-

just deleted all my saved messages. woww i feel good.

I haven't written stories for ages. =\ I wana get back into that. :)

59.What childhood memory sizzles your heart?



The one that triggers my memory is sitting on my aunt's table when i was like two. and she told me that i better get down before i fall.

58.What was the main factor that played a role in your biggest success?

up with people. :)

57.What was the main factor that played a role in your biggest mistake?



Well, I dont have big mistakes. My car accident was the other girl's fault. Britany's ticket was her fault. smoking weed was my decision. meeting britany wasn't a mistake either.

56.Who really depends on you? Why?

no one depends on me.

55.What is that thing about yourself you’re sick and tired of?

I'm not sure. probably my weight or the fact that I don't stand up for myself, but I'll stand up for everyone else and even complete strangers if i have to. :-)

another update on my friends in japan: Yuri is okay. :D so that means all six of my japanese friend are okay and not affected by the earthquake and tsunami. yayy! that just my heart happy ^_^.

I got my ears pierced yesterday after work. now i have a total of 17 piercings. eight in both ears and my lip done. :D I can probably get two three more in my ears and I want my nose done. then i'm done with piercings. and i realized that I got nine piercings done yesterday. yikes. that's why my ears hurt. :P

54.What is the first thought that usually crosses your mind the second you open your eyes in the morning?



"ugh! what time is it? *looks at phone*"

53.What would you like most to be acknowledged for in your life?



up with people. and college eventually and everything else.

52.What is the most hurtful thing you’ve ever witnessed? Why did it affect you?

I dont know. my brother's dad hitting his dog. its not the most hurtful thing, but it affects me because his dog doesnt like to be touched.

51.What do you regret the most?

Nothing. I dont regret meeting britany. I don't regret kissing her. I dont regret smoking weed with her. I dont regret our hugs. I dont regret spending almost everyday together last summer. I guess I could regret the ticket she got in my car, but i guess it happened for a reason.

sooo update. I've heard from five of the six friends in Japan. they're all okay. :) I'm so happy. ^_^ we're just waiting on yuri. (:

50.What do you like about yourself the most?



im not sure.

my thoughts and prayers go out to Japan and the other countries that got hit with the tsunami after the horrible eartquake. All my friends that I know of are okay. We're not sure about Yui though. =\ lets hope so.

49.What was the one opportunity you always believed you’ve missed out on?



prom or stupid stuff like that. basketball games. ect.

48.What is your biggest pet peeve?

liars, messes. ect

47.Which type of intelligence do you wish you had: kinetic, visual, interpersonal, linguistic or mathematical?



well not mathematical that's for sure. maybe visual or interpersonal or kinetic. :D

46.If you could start all over again, what would you want to study?

Well, I havent studied yet, but I want to study show production and lighting. :)

45.Who never fails to make you feel good about yourself?



my uppies and Darrell and eldon. :) and maggiey. a ton of people. :)

44.What type of person angers you the most?

ignorant fools, whiney people, stupid people. ect.

43.What do you think is the biggest injustice that was ever done to you?



calling my accident my fault and not taylor's. she hit me and got away with nothing cause her daddy's a lawyer. =\

42.What do you think is missing in your life?



Britany is missing in my life. I had it soo good with her and because of the ticket we lost eachother. It's all good though.

this sinus medicine stuff is kicking my butt. :P but i feel so much better.

happy belated first ya'll. :)

41.What is the biggest lie you tell yourself?

I dont miss Britany is the biggest lie i tell myself.

40.If you could get rid of one of your responsibilities today, what would that be?



I'm not sure. maybe paying my bills or something.

39.If you could go back in time and change things, how would you alter the last ten years?

I wouldn't change the last ten years. :)