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oh! and i'm not moving to california. mom bribed me and told me that if i dont move to california this year, we can totally go to new york this summer for vacation. soo im gonna save up after i come back from new york. :D



but! thirteen days til we go to california! i'm soo excited. :)

yeahh i gave up on the letters. sorry

ahhh! havent been on here forever. :) sorry. everything's going good here. amanda and nickie are engaged. >:( they havent even been dating for a month. sdklfjaklsdfjw9oi84urasdlkfamjsdf ugh! there goes my friendship with amanda.

Dear lady that spends an enternity in walmart,

i got to know you a bit after i wrote you the first time. i still think you're weird though, but you're a good person. How come you only want dimes? it's kindof weird.



sincerely,

cashier that actually remembers to give you dimes

Dear california dream,

Can you come any quicker? please!



love,

impatient flyer.

Dear Andrew,

id like to kick your ass, but i think already did that lastnight. :) you're a pretty good kid. when you're an asshole is when i decide to kick your ass. i love youu.



love

your sister

Dear Mom,

thanks for everything! I really appreciate youu. :) When I move to california, I'll call you every single day! I promise. :) I can't wait for our trip to california next month! :D I'm super excited for that. I love youu. :)



love always,

Rachel

Dear my cupcake,

I'm not sure what to write you cause i tell you everything anyway. :) I guess i could tell you one thing that i won't ever tell you. It's that i'm super jealous of you and produce. She stole your heart and I feel weird telling you everything now. I fear that if I would tell you something, you'll tell produce. like telling you to come with me to california to come check it out. I just feel weird and everything. but, i'm super crazy for you! you know this because i told you this last weekend and you told me that you and produce are dating. I'm happy for you and everything. I still love you. :) you're amazing and even though i feel weird telling you everything, i'm going to do so. (:ummm... not sure what else to say. I think you're amazing and i'm soo glad you're in my life. ^_^ talk to you soon! ♥



love always,

peaches





Dearest Lacey,

I'm not sure why I fell for you soo hard, but I did. I'm glad that we were a couple for about a month. I'm sad that we never got to be together when we dated. However, I don't regret it. You make me smile dear and I miss talking to you. I'm glad that you're with Frank(is that his name) and I'm glad that you're engaged. I wish you the best and that your life is great. Thanks for listening to me. :)

love always,

Rachel♥

omg i totally owe you guys day two and three of my letters. yikes! will get to it as soon as im done with this entry. :D

Dear Darrell,

ohh darell! where do i begin? I'm not really sure what to write to youu cause i tell you everything anyway. :) I don't know what i'm going to do without you when i leave for california this summer. I love you and I wouldn't trade you for anything. wana pickle -.-? haha! makes me laugh every single time. :D you're amazing and i'm soo glad those damn flubber cookies made us best friends. I dont know what im going to do without you. :) anyway... i love you! you're amazing and we've gone so far together. we got more along the way. i love youuu! ♥

love,

rachel





Dear Danko,

I know we've had our moments, but every pair of best friends does. right? I remember when we first started talking. I knew we were going to be great frineds. :D Can you believe that, that was like six or seven years ago!? I can't. :) I have yet to meet you, but i know we will someday. :) i love you mister and even though we've had our moments, i wouldn't trade you for anything. you keep me on my toes. ♥ love you lots!

love always,

rachel





Dear my cupcake,

I know we haven't known eachother that long, but I consider you one of my best friends. :) You're amazing and I love you. who knew talking to someone about an owwie on your boob would make them close friends. I love our site to store chats. I love your laugh and your smile. You're goregous! I trust you with everything i tell you. I'm not sure what i'm going to do when i leave. I won't have anyone to talk to in site to store or on the front end. :( but, im sure we'll make it through. :) I love you dear. I'm super glad you're happy with nickie. That's all i want for you my love. :D anyway... thank you for being there for me. I love you! ♥

love always,

your peaches ♥





Dear Eldon,

Today was the first time ive talked to you in ages. I miss you. We need to fix this soon. :D not sure what else to say. I love you and we need to hang out soon! ♥

love,

Rae

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

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Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

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Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

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Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

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Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror







i'm gonna do this again. starting tomorrow. :D

produce was handing out leis today and i walked out of the bathroom and she handed me an orange one. :D It's sitting in my car with my bow that matches cupcake's.



i think we're okay for now. maybe she's just super happy that she's with cupcake.



kladsjflkadsjfladskjfadslkjfsdaklfjsadlfkjadfslkjdstoewirjwen =\



hope everyone's doing good. :D

:D im thinking of renaming my cupcake to chipmunk. i call her pancake underneath my breath.



i told her the other night that when i become famous i'll remember to tell everyone about my cupcake back at home in sd. :D

soo mom wants to move me out to california in august. that's like five months away. im pretty excited but nervous at the same time. :) i can't wait for this move! it's soo needed because im not happy here. shoot, i wanted out of here after i came home from uwp. i cant wait!

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Judgement
04:33 Mar 05 2012

Ahh, envy ya' Rachel.

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MyBleedingReaction
14:00 Mar 05 2012

i can't tell you how excited i am. :D it's much needed. :)

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soo my lovely readers i got some news for you. :D



nickie made me feel like crap yesterday. i told my cupcake that i loved her and nickie was all "why dont you go find someone else to love". it made me mad. soo i felt really bad for having feelings for amanda. I texted her that and told her i felt really bad. then we talked and she wanted know what i would've said back to her and she wouldn't tell nickie. i told her i had on there "no. why don't you go find someone else." and that it was in a sarcastic tone. Amanda said i probably would've gotten a nasty comment back. This was after she told me that she and nickie are dating. I kindof figured that but it made me happy. My cupcake's happy and that's all that matters. :) right? however, she's got the hubby to worry about. eek! she's not happy or anything with him. and nickie completes her and she's super happy. It makes me happy. ^_^ However, i don't like nickie all that well. i don't think she likes me all that well either.



ohhh! and red wouldn't even look at me today when i walked past her. she didnt even say hi. oh well. she knows that i didnt start any of those rumors about nickie and amanda. she knows she got herself in trouble. :D



hope everyone has a great day!

ohhh red! I'm gonna kick your fucking ass. (: nice trying to tell manda and produce that i'm the one spreading rumors about manda and nickie. I have other people to talk about than them. :)



ugh!

enjoy your day guys!

I was on register 12 all day. I don't mind that register but i've been on it all week. I need something new. :) anyway... I waited on Produce today. She had to get cigarettes. We talked. I asked her how she was doing and she said good. She asked how i was doing and i told her meh, tired. I was complaining about 12 and she said "don't like 12?". i told her i didnt mind it but ive been on it every day this week. Then I told her to have a good day and said you too. It was just like old times. Maybe she doesn't hate me after all. :) after I waited on her and everyone else, i got all gooey inside. she broke the barrier and we actually talked. It was nice. however, it still doesn't change the way she treated me. :)

happy march first guys! :D

oh and ps. happy february 29th! :D hope everyone had a good day. :)

you know, im actually pretty hurt that my cupcake has feelings for produce. :( she doesn't know i have feelings for her though. she's clouding my thoughts and she's all i think about. I hate to say this, but i'm in love with my cupcake! she makes me super happy. oh my gosh. ♥