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I get my car tonight! xD

This one is hard because there's lots of people that have changed my life. I can't write to all of them because it would take me days. :P soo i will write to a couple. :) They're uppies so bear with me peeps.



Dear Annie Matthews,

Well dear I know we didnt really talk during the tour or become close, but when we did talk, it left me feeling loved. I remember the first time we actually really talked and that was in Leon, Mexico when you told me if I ever needed anything I could come talk to you. That changed my life. You changed my life darling. Just being there to listen to me and talk changed my life. I know we didnt talk all that much but when we did it was great. Thank you. I appreciate it. I love you so much girl right along with all our other uppies. Thank you for all our memories together. I love you.

love always,

Rae from sd. ♥



Dear Dave,

Oh mister Dave where do i begin with you? At the end of staging I remember you giving me a big hug. It was our first green room. :) We just sort of clicked. I felt like we had this connection. Remember our first busdate? I dont remember which city it was too, but we were busdates. We talked and talked and talked. I felt like you knew my whole life story after our busdates. I loved talking to you. You listened to me and I loved that. anyway... our busdates and chats changed me for the better. I feel like I can open up more to people. Thanks. I love you and miss you dearly mister. You are truly amazing and I'm glad that you're in my life. I love you.

love always,

Rae from sd ♥

I want a car. The one we found has too high payments. -.- guess i dont get one for another month.... im soo happy. not... -.- this one car crap cant happen for long...

Dear l.a. craft night girl in the pink shirt,

I can't remember your name, but I think you're awesome. We just knew eachother for a few hours and we just kind clicked. Out of all of the l.a crafters, you and the guy that was painting, were the friendliest people. :) I wish I lived in l.a. or even with Giff, I'd come visit you guys all the time. :) Thank you for the warm hospitality. It made my stay with Giff better. We'll see eachother soon definitely. Thank for you being so warm towards me.

Your south dakota friend for just a night,

Rachel

Dear Britany,

You're the last person I made a pinky promise to. haha sad day. :P I remember that we promised eachother we wouldnt cut our hair. oops sorry. :P Long hair just isnt my thing. It had to go. anyway... I had a dream about you this morning. My cousin and I came to Lynne's and you saw me. We were walking and you told me i couldnt be here. I told you i could because I had a friend that lived here. there were a bunch of people in a room with you including ashly. I went to my friend's house and knocked on the door and we were going to a movie. He was late. :P After he got dressed we were headed out and Ashly was walking away and I had to get her attention twice to come meet him. Then i woke up. :P anyway... I'm sorry I broke our pinky promise. Long hair isn't my thing. :P

love always,

Rachel

I dont know who is going through the worst of times. sorry. soo no letter.

saw britany tonight at burger plus. she looks good. i miss her.

Dear Kyle,

I'm doing a 30 day letter challenge. Today I'm writing to someone that gave me my favorite memory. :) My favorite memory with you is Berlin. Need less to say Berlin was a great city. I loved it. Though I wasn't a big fan of getting lost and being late getting home. :P I loved being your roomie. yayy for room...ies! :) I enjoyed our time together and even getting lost together. Thank you for the great memories. We need to catch up soon. I miss you. alot. ♥ I love you! just so you know. (:

love you bunches mister!

your sd sister,

Rachel

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Dear Britany,

Well you're the last person I actually kissed. I kiss my mom goodnight, but she doesnt count. :P Soo what am I suppose to say to you? I enjoyed our kisses. They made me feel good. I looked forward to them everynight we said goodnight. :) I loved our hugs too. anyway.... this is my letter to you. I always seem to write to you. :P oh well you'll never see them. :) Our first real kiss was amazing. I remember it because when we said goodnight we both stood up and attacked eachother in hugs. We stood in eachother's arms for awhile. Then i kissed you. That was when I told you I was glad that I met you and you agreed. We stood there for a while and then you let me go cause you had to go clean the bathroom. I think that's one of my favorite memories. :) Our kisses were all good. Soo thank you for being the last person I kissed. ♥

love,

Rachel

haha... i dont think i want to give a second chance to anyone. they were in my life for a reason and they left for a reason.



Dear Britany,

I wanted to give you a second chance cause i had this huge crush on you. Now, I'm better off without you. Thank you for the memories. My heart is happy without you. :)

love,

Rachel

i hate work. -.- the end.

This one is hard. I'm not sure who to write to.



Dear Giff,

My first impression of you was that you were strange. After I got to know you I grew to love you. You're still strange, but now that I know you better you're amazing. I still think you're strange, but strange okay in this world. :) I love you mister and well if it wasn't for you, I'd still be at home stuck with nowhere to go. So thank you. :) I love you bunches mister!

love you always,

Rachel

I got a cellphone today. Mom doesnt know what to say about that... =\ oh well.. it was needed.

These are hard. :P I think it'll be the same person. not sure.



Dear Britany,

Soo i'm suppose to write to someone that pesters my mind, good or bad, and you really seem to be on my mind a lot. I dont like it. I'm supposed to be over you. I think I am over you, you just come to mind alot. :P That week away from huron was really good for me. It gave my heart some time from you. It was nice. (: anyway... you really bother my mind. it sucks. :P

love,

Rachel







Day 20: the one that broke your heart the hardest. well i would say it would be britany because she broke my heart. Then I would also say Dylan because I was crazy for him when I was younger and it just really didnt work out. :P Sooo i guess ill write to britany. :p



Dear Britany,

two entries in a row. you make me angry you that right? anyway... im suppose to write to someone that broke my heart. I know we weren't in a relationship, but damn girl you broke my heart in a million pieces. I know you dont care or anything that's why it's easy for you to forget me. :P anyway... this my second entry to you. My heart is happy again not because of you though. :)

love always,

Rachel

made it home yesterday. i was hoping we'd get stuck in denver. -.-

Giff and I had lunch with Michelle! It was nice to see her. :) We went to the soup plantation. It was amazing. :)

today is my last full day in California! I dont wana go home. I told giff I was going to take him home with me. He told me no. :P

I dont really know what to write for this one.... I like the way I am right now. I guess I could find something to write. =S



Dear techies,

I wish I could be one of you without having to go to school for it. I just think that if I were able to work with you all, I could be the tech that i wanted to be. :) anyway... I loved setup and strike as a student in uwp, and I'm going fufill my dreams in being a techie. yayy! Of coures South Dakota wont have any jobs as techies, but that'll give me a reason to get out of there right? anyway... I wana be a techie and well I'm going to succeed in that. :)



love always,

Rachel

parents. -.- gotta love 'em right?

Can you believe I've been on here for three years, going on four in April? woww that's a long time spent on here, but I love it. I havent actually leveled up for a while, but oh well. I'm not on here for the levels. I'm not even sure why I'm on here anymore. :) Maybe ill figure that out eventually.

we went to the ocean yesterday. It looked really super cold and there was people surfing. Giff told me the water is about 55 to 60 degrees. sounds like home. :P then after that we came back home and watched tv and i fell asleep on him. He played his video games. My eyes really hurt yesterday. We Chipole lastnight for supper. It was weird, reminded me of the stuff we had when we were in downtown disney. :P Then we watched tv and at midnight he told me he was going to go to bed cause he was super tired. I told him i was going to take him home wtih me sunday. he told me no. :P I love this guy. ♥ he makes me happy.

I dont remember much of my childhood. Is that bad? I dont remember many pepole in it either... oops oh well. guess its something ive blocked out. :P



Dear Jazmine,

Remember that one birthday where you and all the other girls had to go get cigarettes for brittnee? probably not, but it was you, desiree, ashly paul, miranda, and me, and i think a couple others. :P anyway... when you girls ran to the gas station for something, ashly and i stayed behind and we danced in the street, and richard caught us and asked what we were doing. We told him dancing in the street. :P I didnt like that birthday. :P Miranda had the hots for your brother. It was just kind of weird. :P anway... thanks for the memories. xD I miss you a lot. we should catch up soon.

love,

Rachel

This cold needs to go away. I kind of miss home, but not really. :P I love Giff! ♥ he makes me happy. xD I think he's glad that I'm here as well. His sleeping schedule is screwed up and the last two days I've been up before him. We went to downtown disney and la and the observatory yesterday. I fell asleep on him when we were driving. I kept apologizing to him for falling asleep and he told me that it was okay. Up with people taught us to sleep whenever we can. anyway... Giff is up. I think he's taking a shower or something. xD It's thursday. I got two more days with him. It's gone by quickly. I love his hugs. They bring me back to up with people times. we were such a touchy group.

Well, i'm currently not in south dakota. soo i could write to someone there right? and i have lots of people that arent in my country. xD here it goes.



Dear Yume,

Awww! I havent talked to or seen you since last year in december. I miss you a lot lady. I hope you're doing well. I'm sorry I havent written you. life's just been kind of weird after we all left uwp. I hope your life is going well. I miss your smile and your hugs. first roomies yayy! :) I love you so much girly, and I hope you're doing well. You should come see me soon. ♥ I love you!

love,

Rachel

I love California. xD I dont wana leave in three days. >.< It's gone so quick. When we say goodnight Giff hugs me and we stand there in eachother's arms forever. yayy uwp hugs! xD makes me miss my other uppies.

I swear i posted this on here a while ago, but i guess i forgot to hit post. :P soo here i am. i finally arrived in san diego at 5:30 am(7:30 am south dakota time). i love it here. :)

I was gonna write day fourteen yesterday when we were in Phoenix, but the internet was crap. :P so bear with me. :)



I dont really know anyone that i've drifted away from....



dear amanda martinmass,

Soo we've drifted apart and i'm kind of sad. we used to be really super close. remember that? xD I kind of miss you, but not really. I coudlnt find anyone to write to. :P I love you. that's all that counts right? haha miss you girl.

love,

Rachel





day fifteen: someone you miss.

I miss a ton of people. I cant write to all of them though because that'd be over a 100 entries. Soo ill just write to a few. :)





Dear Emil,

Gifford and I were talking lastnight and we both decided that we really miss you mister. I miss our chats and it's been almost a year since we've seen eachother. can you believe that? last year at this time we were in europe, couldnt tell you where, but we were somewhere. :) I loved our chats. I miss our chats. I miss your hugs. I miss your energy. Giff and I hugged yesterday morning when i finally arrived and we both felt soo much energy coming from eachother. It was just amazing. :) I cant wait to reunite with other uppies. I love you mister! you make me smile. :) love you bunches!

Love,

Rachel



Dear Britany,

Funny how you make it to my journal again. :P I miss you alot. and it's not even my fault you hate me. I didnt do anything. anyway... i miss your hugs. i miss your kisses. i miss your eyes and your laugh and your hair. I miss your smaller gauges. I miss the way you fit into my arms. You still make me smile, but I think im moving on. California was needed and i needed to get away from you. :)

love you girl,

rachel

stuck in phoenix for a while... im sad. we'll get to san diego about four in the morning.

Haha...

Dear Britany,

Look at that... you made it to my journal two days in a row. I really wish you would forgive me. I didn't do a fucking thing you to you dude. I guess it was just time to move on eh? I hope you have a miserable life and I hope that you don't find anyone like me. Anyway... I know that you're pissed at me. I know that you hate me. I didnt do a thing to you. :) Have a good day. I miss you.

Love always,

Rachel

Tomorrow is the day! I get to go to san diego. :) yayy! Giff eagerly awaits my arrival xD. itll be 11 months since we saw eachother.

Dear Britany,

Funny how you make it to my journal once again. I dont hate you. I am mad at you though. You hurt me and you don't even care. shame on you. Sadly I still care for you. You were the first girl that actually showed interest in me. >.< I hate you I really do. I will get over you eventually. :) I cried a lot when you said you didnt want to be friends anymore... I cried when you said I was a stalker. What the hell? I was pissed when you told my mom that I'm a druggie. I'm not and you fucking know that. I like the fact that she didnt believe you when you told her that. :) Anyway.... you hurt me and i hate you. That's all for now. :) you'll probably make it into my journal again sometime. :)



Rachel

Two days till San diego!

I dont know who to write to. =S but i guess i can find someone. =S



Dear Josh,

Soo it's been almost four years since the whole incident happened between you, your mom, and the cops. The world really hasn't changed that much. High school pretty much sucked for me. I wasn't the best student really... After I graduated I went to florida with the choir and band for our trip. In July I left for Denver for Up with People. that was a six month tour. It changed my life. I got to go to Mexico and Europe, and let me tell you, it was freaking amazing. I definently want to go back to Europe. :) I loved it over there. Huron's still the same... it's stupid. -.- I hate it here and i want to leave, i just dont know how to go about it. :)

anyway... it was nice chatting with you. :) talk to you later.

Rachel

It's friday. I have no one to spend it with. :( I am super excited for San Diego. five days away from Huron. -sigh- yes!

three days! It cant come any quicker can it?

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19:41 Nov 12 2010

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This one's hard. -.-



Dear Cayden,

I'm sorry we dont talk at all. I would like to get to know you sometime. :) You seem like the person that I would just kinda click with. We should start talking soon. :) you seem like an amazing person. :)



let's chat soon,

Rachel

Four days until I leave for San Diego. Should I start packing my bags? xD

Why do they make these soo hard? I have a ton of people i'd like to meet. :P I can't just choose one. :) soo bear with me and here we go.



Dear Karon,

Hey, you made it into my journal twice in the same week. :) I'm suppose to write to someone that I wish I could meet, and you're on the list. :) yayy! I'm really glad that we're still friends after three(almost four) years. Can you believe we've been friends for that long? We've had our tough times, but in the end we're still friends. One day we'll meet and it'll be like we've known eachother for ages. xD I'm looking forward to that day. and I'm super glad we're still friends after almost four years. love you girl!

your south dakota friend,

Rachel



Dear Cayden,

I know we dont know eachother and we never talk, but I would really like to meet you. :) You remind me of a friend of mine, and we just simply clicked together. I would like to get to know you better because I think we could just simply click as well. :) anyway... thanks so much for being a friend. I'm sorry we dont talk, but I would like to start. :) I think we'll just hit it off. :)

should i put love?,

Rachel



Dear Ariel,

If I ever decide to roadtrip around the us, Michigan will be on the top of the list to visit. You're simply amazing and that day when we meet will be great. I'm looking forward to our first hug. :) makes me smile. I love you darling. ♥ that day will come soon. I promise. :)

love always,

Rachel



Dear Maggiey,

Hey, you made it into my journal again. two days in a row? Is that creepy? haha maybe. I would like to meet you. You just seem like one of those people that would click with me. I dont think we have that much in common but who cares right? I'm sorry that we dont talk as often as I would like. I think you're amazing. :) You rock and that day we meet will come soon. promise.

Love always,

Rachel



Dear Danko,

My heart is set on coming to see you soon. I want to meet you so bad. We've been friends for ages(or what seems like ages:]) and we've talked about meeting eachother. I want to meet you because when we do meet, it'll be amazing. That moment when we see eachother will worth waiting for. I'm really excited for this moment and I hope it comes soon. :) I love you mister! I miss you tons, and i cant wait for that moment when i'm in your arms. love you much!

your best friend,

your sister,

your love,

Rachel



Kay I think I'm done for now. :) There probably a lot more people out there that I want to meet, but these are just a few.

five days till san diego!! xD Giff messaged me on facebook lastnight and asked what I'd like to do since I've never been there. I told I want to go to the zoo and do the whole "touristy" thing. He said okay. :) we'd drive around and see la and hollywood and the ocean and everything. xD I'm super stoked. I'm pretty sure I'll be the only one with a sunburn when I come back home. xD

This one is hard. I have many favorite internet people. :) but i feel like just writing to one. :) so here we go. =)



Dear Magdalena,

You are my favorite internet person. :) I'm glad that we met on facebook and that we're friends. I feel like I've known you for ages, but it's just been a month. I feel like I can tell you all kinds of things and that you wont tell anyone. :) Thank you for that. :) You're also really super cute. You make me smile. Thanks for everything. Lets get to know eachother more. love you bunches girl! hugs and kisses.

Rachel

six days till san diego!!

this one is going to be kind of hard. I have more than one of each of these. ex boyfriends, ex girlfriend, love, and a crush. doo i write to all of them? I think I will. :) bear with me people. xD



Dear Kraig,

Soo we only dated for like a week, but you were my first boyfriend. I was going to ask you to marry me the next year when we saw eachother. I'm kind of glad that I didnt. :P You were going to ask me to marry you that same year. xD I guess we felt the same about eachother. (: Now look at you. You kind of scare me. :P I'm glad that you haven't forgotten me though. Whenever I see you I get a huge smile on my face. :) I hope you have a good life and that Shawna's the one for you. I'm glad that you're still around Huron. Let's chill sometime soon.

Rachel



Dear Eldon,

Woww, where do i begin with this letter to you? haha! I have to admit to you that dating you was probably one of the dumbest mistakes I've made in a while. Of course we were young but still... I like you as a friend better than a boyfriend. Actually, I like you better as a bestfriend/brother than a boyfriend. I did love you though and those six weeks were pretty cool. xD remember halloween and we went with dylan and darrell? it was fun. You're pretty cool. thanks for putting up with my ass. I love you.

love always,

Rachel



Dear Tony,

well, i dont know where to start with you either. :P I dont really remember our relationship. I like you as friend though better. I think we dated for like three months? It was a good relationship. :) You're a cool dude.

your friend,

Rachel



Dear Tori,

You were my first and only girlfriend. I loved you with all my heart. You made me super happy. Can you believe that we dated for like two months. Now we dont even talk. :( I dont regret meeting you. I dont regret loving you either. :) Though, you did cheat on me and that's what really hurt our relationship. :( anyway... we should catch up soon. I miss you lots.

love,

Rachel



Should I write to present crushes or past crushes? i only have one present crush, but a whole lot of past crushes. =S I'll write to three past and my current crush. :)





Dear Dylan,

Well mister, you made it to my journal. xD yayy right? I had this huge crush on you forever. It was a few years right? I'm glad that we're just friends though. :) I was crazy for you, and now that i look back, i was just weird. :P I love you lots and you're always there for me no matter what. Thank you. You're amazing. I love you.

love,

Rachel



Dear Karon,

Woww, I havent written to you for a long time. You were my first girl crush. xD You made me really happy and I'm glad that we're still friends after almost four years. I'm glad that even though we're far away from eachother and dont talk that much, when we do talk, it's like we're just picking up from when we last talked. I love your personality and that you listen. I'm sad that you live so far away from me! Come visit me soon missy! I love you lots!

love,

Rachel



Dear Aaron,

Where do i begin? Even though we've had our moments to where we wana through eachother into traffic, I still had strong feelings for you. I would wait for you to come to the pool. I would get soo excited when I saw you there. what can i say? I was crazy for you. Now look at us... we dont even talk to eachother. :P I miss you lots mister. we need to catch up soon. :)

love always,

Rachel



Would I consider Danko my love or a crush? Not sure... but ill write to him anyway. :)



Oh Danko,

you make me unbelievably happy. I love you so much mister. I'm glad that we still talk after years of knowing eachother. :) You're my best friend and you're soo amazing. We're going to meet someday and we'll fall in love allover again with eachother. I'm looking forward to that day. xD Even though we're a continent apart, it feels like you live just a few hours away. You make me smile and you give me big butterflies. I love youuu soo much!

your sister,

your best friend,

your love,

Rachel



Onto the crush! It's the same as day two. xD



Dear Britany,

I saw your grandma today. I miss you alot and I think about you all the time. I wish that things would go back to normal and we could see eachother everyday without either one of us hating eachother. I hate you. I love you. I miss you. I wana crush your head and run you over. I feel all these emotions towards you and I dont know which to pick over which. I miss our little roadtrips. I miss your kisses and hugs. I miss our movie nights. I dont know what else to say. I love you so much girl and I miss you all the time. If it wasnt for the tickets, everything would be okay. :( we should catch up soon. I love you and miss you soooooooooo much girl. It kills me to see you at burger plus and you give the most evil looks. -.- I know that things will never be the same. So i should just stop right? you make me angry!

Love,

Rachel



Kayy I'm done for now. :)

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My journal's favorited by 14 people. xD cool

Hey Rachel!! [= I miss you so much! Well Im here writin to you about what I love about you since you were the 2nd person to like my status!! I love your personality; I love our talks we used to have whenever you would come to britton or at roy lake.. [= I loved your notes you used to write me:-- I would love some more of your wonderfu...l notes! Rachel-- Come see me soon [=

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I hate my family. -.- san diego can't come fast enough can it?



andrew fucking ruins everything. fucking asshole. i hate his guts. he's nine and a half and he thinks he knows everything and rules the house. he's my second mother.

One week till san diego!! xD

Dear lady that comes into walmart and spends pretty much the whole day in there and buys very little,



One question for you. why? How come you're always in walmart and you buy very little? it kind of bothers me. I've waited on you a few times, and I find you kind of weird. One onion ring and two potato wedges wont' fill you up. Why the dimes? do you like collect them or something? I think there was one time where I saw your cart with more than just your onion ring and potato wedges and I waited on you. You're strange.



the cashier that is glad you can spend the whole day in walmart,

Rachel

short shift today at work... about 12:30 i had about enough shit with people today. eek.



i really miss britany at the moment. I cant seem to stop thinking about her. >.< -sigh- i need to meet someone else that will steal my heart so i can forget about her.

eight days till san diego! the 15th can't come fast enough can it?

Soo I dont know what they mean by dreams. It can be taken different ways.... but here it goes. :)



Dear lighting techie dream,

I'm super excited for this dream to come true. xD College is in the future I promise and that's how you will come true. Up with people techie? heck yes! anyway... you'll come true soon. xD thanks for being in my path.

Rachel



Dear sleeping dreams,

Why do you always put britany into my dreams? I really would like to get over her, but putting her there really defeats the purpose of getting over her. She hates my guts, so I dont know I'm always thinking about her. You should really quit putting her into my dreams. She's mad at me, and I cant seem to quit thinking about her. You should fix that. Thanks so much.

Rachel

ack! I really miss britany tonight. I miss the way she fit into my arms when we hugged and later on kissed when we said goodnight. Lynne, Jordan's mom, added me to facebook. She told me to be nice to her kids and we'd get along great. xD She's a pretty cool lady actually. I was at her house a couple time with Britany. The one time I really remember was when Britany and Jordan went to go get Lynne's friend and 20 dollars worth of weed. I had to stay at Lynne's house while Jordan and Britany left to get the guy. She asked me if I had a blow dryer in my car, and I told her no. Then we talked and I told her that i wanted to cut my hair, and she told not to, but if I really wanted to, her daughter Casey could cut it into a bob. aww I really miss these guys. I don't miss Becca or Lauren(i think that's her name), but I really clicked with Lynne. I'm not sure how I feel about talking to Lynne about the whole britany situation, but she's someone to talk to, and maybe she'll crack her and we can start talking again. xD i'm dreaming noww. xD

nine days until California!! I'm soo excited.

Andrew,

Even though you're a pain in my neck and you say you hate me, i know that deep down, you love. I have admit to you that I love you as well. You are a spoiled little rotten brat, but I love you. you're a good kid. I love you.

your sister,

Rachel

ten days till san diego! xD

Dear Mike,

how can i call you a father when I only knew you for like 5 and a half years of my life? You missed me growing up and having a life with me. I wanted to keep in contact with you, but I had no idea where you were. what the hell? How can you call yourself a father? Deep down there's something in me that's holding a piece of you dear to me. >.< You want nothing to do with me, so how can i tell that piece to let you go? I can't hate you because you're my dad, but I can't love you either because you abandoned me and my mom. Thanks.

your daughter,

Rachel



Dear mom,

Thank you for everything. I apreciate it. Through thick and thing you've been there for me. Thanks. I love you so much and I know that you love me as well. Even though we've had our fights and everything, we still love eachother. I know that you'll be there for me no matter what happens. Thank you sooo much. I love you.

your daughter,

Rachel

11 days till san diego! xD

my legs hurt. -.- that's all. i'm kind of tired. long day at work. but it was nice to be back. I got cashier of the month! xD

I now know that drugs are more important to you than someone you care about. I hope your life is fufilling and you don't find anyone like me. You made me unbelievably happy, and I still can't stop thinking about you. Thank you for all the wonderful memories that we had together those two amazing months of summer. :) Remember my first high? yeahh... i felt like jello. remember our first kiss? i was nervous... remember our trip to mitchell? that was the only time i got to take lola on a long distance trip. Our hugs and our kisses will be something i'll always cherish. Thank you for an amazing two months.



love always,

Rachel

Dear Darrell,

Do you remember when we first met? It was at a studio 2 b sleepover and you and amanda were in the kitchen. I was with Josi in there doing something. She left and these three girls came in and started talking about flubber cookies. They had you and amanda convinced that if you threw the cookies at the wall, they'd come back. After they left it was just you, amanda, and me. You grabbed a cookie and chucked it at the wall. Then the leader was coming down the hall and you guys freaked out. xD Remember when you threw the cookie over the wall and jackie couldn't find it? I think it's still secretly there, no one's found it yet. :P Ahh, the beginning of an amazing friendship. xD You're an amazing young woman, and even though you don't live in Huron it still feels like we live so close to eachother. Wana pickle?-.- need i say more? haha! Remember all our sleepovers and talks and stuff? Ahhh good memories. I love you soo much girl. ♥ you're amazing. thanks for all the memories. I love you!

Love,

Rachel



Dear Eldon,

I miss you so much dude. I'm glad that I can consider you my best friend. :) We've had our moments, but what I can say? I love you dearly. You've been there for me when no one else has. Thank you. I appreciate it. Remember our camping trip? yeahh... i dont think mom will take you again. xD That one girl, krissy?, thought i was mad at her for talking to you. >.< lame! anyway... I love you. thank you for everything, even though I can be a pain in the ass. you're the best.

love always,

Rachel



Dear Danko,

I know we haven't met in person, but you're one of my best friends. xD you know this. :) i love you so much mister, and I can't imagaine life without you. thank you for all the chats we've had over the internet. I love your voice and you're super cute! you're intellegent for your age, and I admire that in you. Thank you so much! I love you so much! you're amazing and I can't wait to meet you in person one day!

love always,

Rachel

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

12 days till san diego! xD

13 days till San Diego! xD I'm super excited.

my eyes hurt. -.-

im kind of tired. -.-



Happy november 1st ya'll! 14 days till san diego!

Happy Halloween ya'll! :) have a good one.

I'm super tired. -.- damn.