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lacey called three times tonight and i wasn't able to talk to her cause i was working. :( it made me sad. she wanted to know what nickie and i were talking about on her wall. im kind of nervous to see what she wanted. she didnt leave a message.

super tired. mom's crabby. -.- short day but long hours. hopefully tomorrow does the same. :) I work 12 to 8. ssdaklfjsdlfkjhasldkjskdf yuck.

I'm quite thankful today is my day off. :) Yesterday was quite the day. :P I got told I was a customer's favorite cashier. My register broke. I was also 5 minutes late getting off the register. It was a good day though. :) I didnt like them giving my last break an hour after i got back from lunch. I kept track of everything yesterday. :)

i wana leave! >.< these guys are driving me crazy.

loll! eldon's single again. it made me giggle. :)

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Enrapture
17:34 Sep 25 2011

Guess his girl couldn't handle him and elementary school at the same time.

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MyBleedingReaction
03:45 Sep 26 2011

loll dylan! ♥ I love you mister.

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loll sooo all my texts are from Lacey. ♥ it makes me smile. We talked lastnight and I was telling her about my mom's cousin and her assuming things and everything. I felt like she was actually spending the night with me and we were talking about everything, except she's in arkansas and im stuck here in sd. -.-





"I see from the picts that Rachel has gained all the weight back after leaving Up with People. Besides altering diet and increasing exercise, have you thought about psych therapy? A lot of wt issues are tied to unresolved Psych issues."



^^That's what my mom's cousin sent to my mom. ugh!

i hate walmart. that's all

1. how old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

I'm not possibly sure. I don't know if I would want to know.

2. if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

Peace and the world needs to change or we won't have one. and love. and it's okay to be different. and being not straight is perfectly okay.

3. is it possible to lie without saying a word?

Yes it is. actions speak louder than words.

4. if not now, then when?

what?

5. what would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

Be myself and be happy with my homosexuality. :)

6. are you holding onto something that you need to let go of?

I don't think so. Not anymore anyway.

7. have you done anything lately worth remembering?

Oh yeahh.

8. who do you love? what are you doing about it?

I love Lacey. Our relationship is on hold till she gets home though.

9. when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?

Good question. I'm not sure. When you know what makes you happy.

10. do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?

It really depends on the situation. I cry all the time.

11. would you break the law to save a loved one?

Lastyear I would've said yes. but i dont know. I think so. :)

12. when you’re her age, what will matter to you the most?

I'm not sure who you're talking about in this quesiton, but I'm going to say family.

13. do you ask enough questions? or do you settle for what you know?

I ask plenty of questions but sometimes i settle for what i knoww..

14. do you celebrate the things you do have?

sometimes :).

15. when it’s all said and done will you have said more than you’ve done?

I think it'll be a combo of both.

16. when was the last time you tried something new?

well... i tried taco bell last week. I didnt like that stuff. :P My relationship with lacey was something new. But it was long distance cause she's always on the road.

17. which activities make you lose track of time?

Being with friends and being with my love and everything. drivingf.

18. if you could do it all over again, would you change anything?

I'd change my mom's view on my sexuality. She'd be okay with it and she'd love me for me for me..

19. what is the difference between living and existing?

yeahh.Existing is just walking the side of the road. Living is being the middle of the road and taking it all in.

20. if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?

loll! probably not that long.

21. if you had to teach something, what would you teach?

I'd teach about being a techie!

22. time or money?

time.

23. are you aware that someone has it worse than you?

Oh yes.I've seen it. I've worked with it. I've lived with it.

24. what makes you smile?

everything.

25. what would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?

not fully living life.

you let me go first. the long distance wasn't working that well. it needs to be december so you can come home. ♥ I miss you dear.

Dear VR,

Thank you for not changing constantly like facebook. :) You're awesome.

should I put your friend?,

Rachel

Eldon's got a girlfirend. That's why he didnt want to hang out with me lastnight. >:( what a jerk.

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Enrapture
06:00 Sep 21 2011

Well I'm sure his girlfriend gets tuckered out after elementary school...

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MyBleedingReaction
15:54 Sep 21 2011

I love you Dylan. ♥

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my feet hurt. >:( long day today. I thought i got off at 7:30. come to find out i got off at 7. I guess that's okay. :)

baha you're stupid. ♥

I got to talk to Lacey lastnight. :) She might be coming home this week. :D but i'm not going to hold my breath. Mom's going to britton this weekend. >:( I wana freaking goo, but i work. I'm tired. I also want to go get stoned. :p crazy huh? Every time i think about that, I think of britany. thankfully it's not to often that i think about that. and i'm soo going to pride next year.



I want a haircut. -nods- or least a trim. :) it's annoying, but i know that if i ask for a trim, they'll cut it all off. perhaps i'll just buzz it all off and start new. :P I told eldon that one yesterday and he told me no. :P i miss him. :( we were supposed to hang out lastnight but he went to his sister's instead and his mom took him to walmart. fjsdklfjdsaklfjdslkfjsd

soo lacey and i have taken a break from eachother and we might try it again when she comes home in december. I'm okayy with this. I'm just hoping that it goes by quickly.

no new comments. :( i'm sad.

noww i want it to be December! >:(

up with people tomorrow! ♥ I can't wait!

lacey's going to finish the carnival and go down south till christmas. i got to see her once and that was at walmart. I think we just need to put our relationship on hold. i feel ike one of those rags that you throw in the water and forget about it. this sucks. i really like her. :( Nickie was right. she had a bad vibe about her when she was in walmart the other day. ugh! i cant do anything right. >.

I can't wait for Sunday! I get to go to sioux falls for up with people. ♥



I'm gonna save my money up and move away. California's calling my name. I miss it sooo much.

I want to go to California! I miss it out there soo much. I'm going take off one day and just go travel around the states and everything. I'm going to do what Giff did.

day with lacey friday, if we can't, then saturday and Up with people sunday! I can't wait for the weekend. ^_^ I'm hoping we get to spend both days together. That'd be amazing. (: If not one then the other for sure. im excited. My love is home and i get to spend some time with her. :) ♥

My love comes home today! ♥ pretty sure I'm excited for everyone. :)

My lacey comes home tomorrow! :D :D :D im soo excited.

Happy September 1st ya'll! hope you all have a wonderful day. :) I know I will cause I have it off. :P

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Sulks
22:27 Sep 01 2011

YAY! September finally :D

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so I think im going to call in saturday just because I can. :P I dont want to work till 8. -.- I have to do that in two weeks. kljadfsflkdfsjladfskj ugh! I cant wait till lacey's home. :D and I cant wait till up with people.