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I love my life, even tho the man I love is driving me crazy. And I don't get a lot of sleep anymore. I still love it. Every day my son wakes me up at 8 am. I have been planing a big day.... July needs to get here and fast. So does June. My time seems to fly by sometimes, but now it all seems to stand still. every night I fall asleep only to have dreams that drive me crazy. I fight with myself to stay sleeping and stay sane. I try not to let my vampire take over and lose what soul i have. I fight to stay who i am now and keep my old self locked away, but every day I see little and little of my self and more of her....