THIS JOURNAL IS ON 37 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTSHonor: 0    [ Give / Take ]
     
     
     
    
    
	
  
3 entries this month
    
  
  
	     
	      
		  
		  confusion02:18 Apr 17 2007
Times Read: 756
i wonder how things can become so muddled, how people can say one thing and then their actions communicate another....
confusion
that's all it is
		  
		  
	     
	      
		  
		  
06:12 Apr 07 2007
Times Read: 762
i knew i felt like crap all the time
i didn't want to go ANYWHERE
i didn't want to do ANYTHING
but i didn't know it was my blood sugar level
i take a medication for another problem of mine 
and suddenly i feel like i've been re-made
my energy levels are up, i feel good
my agoraphobia doesn't get me down as much, i can cope with it.
i didn't realize how crappy i felt, until i felt better
		  
		 
	     
	      
		  
		  06:41 Apr 02 2007
Times Read: 772
i wasted years of my life understanding you and you figure i don't
i spent all my time trying to convince you and my words meant nothing
i do not regret anything
ever
but i do hope someday you will realize how much shit i put up with for so long from you. i hope one day you will truly be sorry and not simply saying it while throwing things in my face like i never mattered
i hope one day you will understand
but i also hope i am not around to see it
		  
		  
      
    
  
		   
	    
	    
		  
		  
  		  
		    
			
  RECENT KISMET
	    Malignant Spirit (49)
	    
		This World Shall Know Pain
	    21:33 - October 30 2025

	    Venerable Sire (132)
	    
		The Devils Night
	    18:25 - October 30 2025

	    Sire (101)
	    
		they are comin...
	    17:59 - October 30 2025
 
  
         
	   
     
  REAL VAMPIRES LOVE VAMPIRE RAVE
  
  
    Vampire Rave is a member of 
	
   
  Page generated in 0.0792 seconds.
 
     
  
COMMENTS
-