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watching emotion fall like rain through your skin

so much unexplained from them

so many questions you'll never get the answers to

closure you'll never be around to see

i've seen you slumped against the wall

your back starts to ache and your heart drops through the floor

bruised body, pounding head...

you've always taken what they gave you

reasons like shattered glass all around you

a mine field for anyone who walks barefoot and honest to your side

as good a wall as any using brick, stone and mortar

i've seen you staring out at nothing

obsessed with the obsession of yourself

and who you used to be, will be, want to be

you always seemed to fall short in your own mind

no one sees you the way you do

with holographic glasses you paint your own portrait

hideous, deformed, worthless

smiles wash over you

but never seem to put the sparkle in your eye

or the luster in your hair

i've felt your eyes on me as i cut my hands and knees

crawling through the bloody slivers in your mind

silent and watching

never believing

you've never really seen anything