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So Many Things...

19:11 Jul 31 2009
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So Many Things in my Head

So Many Things in my Heart

And so Many Things that don’t want the same in me

I want to live

But I want to die

I want to love

But I can’t be loved

I want to smile

But all I do is cry

I want to feel peace

But all I feel is wrath

I want to feel warm arms around me

But I feel only the cold darkness

I don’t want to be alone

But even when I have friends there is no one there



I cry and I cry

I cry til I don’t have any tears left

I cut my skin to ease my pain

But it doesn’t help

I cut some more

and more

just to ease the pain

I can see the crimson red blood

on my white skin

I can taste it

The sweet taste of my own blood.

For a minute I feel the peace

I wanted to feel

I try to hold on too that feeling

But it is gone.

I can’t catch the pease I’m longing for.

It has to be given to me

But is there one that have that pease to give?


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