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Do you even realize what you look like? Do you even know how crazy you sound? I am guessing this is the reason they sent you home from work that day you wrote about in your journal. I saw you deleted it, but I have great memory retention so it is okay. You were going on about how they complemented you for being a hard worker but still sent you home because of your attitude.



This to me explains your behavior in a nutshell. Grow up and that is coming from me. I can't legally vote yet, and the fact that you can makes me sick to my stomach. The only consolation is I doubt you have ever voted for anything other then who is the biggest this or that dramatic name.



I am going to laugh when this finishes unfolding. You can count on it not ending well for you or the married woman you call girlfriend. We all know about that and we are all amused by your delusions when facts are clearly presented to you. I am guessing you think it will be worth it when you finally get to sleep with her, but it will never happen.



I have met women like her before and they destroy your life. She is cheering you on as you burn all your bridges. Every word she says to you is exactly what you want to hear. When you finish burning all your bridges and you have nothing left to lose she will drop you, just like they always do. She will get bored with you, and then you will be alone.



On that day I pity you.

That was an ordeal I am glad I am done for the month. I just went through all my friends list and the ones I was on and lined them up so they matched. And I am finally done.



Now off to the journals but it shouldn't take long. I only have 15 people that have added my journal.



Anyways, off to do that.

I would like to thank My coven master for this amazing gift. I feel it is long overdue. I don't know her all that well, and the same can be said of how well she knows me. I have to admit this gesture of kindness as I was being brutally assaulted in my cam by a barrage of dim witted, disrespectful, sexually assaulting bullies shows an amazing capacity for kindness. I have much admiration for this woman. Thank you.



I am very proud to be a member of both this coven and the alliance affiliated with it. I was about to leave this place thinking it was full of nothing but crazy ill-mannered despots. I am glad I did not write this place off so quickly.



The name of my new home describes exactly how I came to be here. It truly was a Test Of Faith.

I woke up and got some coffee and at the store I saw this woman there she was amazingly beautiful. She had that movie star look. I think I am in love. *salivates*



She was wearing really short shorts. Oh my God I had half a stock when she bent over to grab something off of a lower shelf. I know completely dirty but this is a journal so who cares.



Her shirt was low cut and I could see she had a purple bra on, and may I say it was very flattering. I finished paying for my coffee and waited outside the door looking as fly as I could.



She looked at me and I winked at her. She smiled and introduced herself. I did likewise and After a few minutes of back and forth I said I had to take off and SHE asked me for my number. (Yeah I know I'm fly)



I told her I was off to practice in my band and she asked to tag along. I told her it was a closed practice and she gave me her number. I called her right away and she took a picture of me to go with my number. I took hers too but I seriously doubt I will ever forget her purple panties er face I mean. Anyway, enough of that.



My band and I practiced for three hours and she calls. I let it go to voice mail. Got to keep her wanting more.

:p



I got home and I called her back we talked for an hour and a half then I said I had to go eat and we made plans to hang out tomorrow. I am so exited! But she will never know just how excited I really am.

I wonder about what happens to us when we die. Is it over or is there more to it then that. I like to think there is more, but it wonder if it is just wishful thinking.



I have a paper due for school on Greek mythology and it has me thinking about how religion has evolved over time. What started it all. We we all just grieving sons so desperate for answers that we had to make them up ourselves?



Anyway I am having roasted chicken for dinner tonight it will be glorious. My mother is cooking the potatoes onions and carrots in the chicken juices with it. and I can smell it now. I am getting hungry.



I guess I will let you all get back to your lives. Thanks for reading if you did.

My dad Died when I was 12 and it still hurts. I visit his grave for his birthday every year and it never gets easier. I walked there this father's day and stole some flowers off of a grave from 1893 and put them on his, (I mean who puts flowers on a 100 year old grave.) I sat there and talked to him about what was going on in my life. I don't like to cry so I left when the tears started to come. Anyway enough of that sad stuff.