The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I feel the emotions throughout my body , waiting as if to explode .

My vision is cloudy with red , as my thoughts live the pain again .

Anger clouds all of my right decisions , and I can't think clearly anymore .

I want to run and find you , to plead the darkness away , I want to beg you to forgive , and forget .

I want to stop the river from flowing onto my lap , I want the pain to stop.

I beg for your embrace , and a simple kind word .

But I fear it may be to late , I fear that I have lost a battle that I was trying hard to win.

I know I may never hear you say my name , and I know that I have already lost , what I was dying for .

I wanted to be the one for you , and to be yours by your side through whatever the world threw our way .

I wanted to lie next to you , and never worry of hurt or pain again .

I wanted my friend , to be able to contemplate the world together .

But I fear I am in a battle that was already lost before it began .

And in the end , all I can say is I am sorry , and I Can promise no more pain , or hurt .

And I will lay under my clouded misfortune , and remember the chance I let get away .

I had dreamt of you so many times as a little girl .

And now I see you , for what you really are .

I wait for you to come to me .

And my heart skips a beat at theYou are my only thought each day , and my only dream at night .

mere thought of you .

My dream has become a reality , and you are more than I could ever want .

You walk torwards me , eyes black as night , lips as red as blood .

I hunger for you , and all of your being .

Knowledge has made me realize it is you that I wan , my passion is rising , and I can't sustain any longer .

I must touch my dream , I must hold my dream , if not but for a few seconds ........

I Feel your breath inces from me , I feel your dark grip reaching for me , and I lean in wit hopes this is real .

I turn and you are there .

I see the longing in your eyes , as you lean down to kiss me .

I feel your body tremble .

And than I feel everything washed away , my pain and hardships are gone .

A new life , with you at my side .

A Long awaited life , without the false hopes of reality .

Come to me , yes take me , I am now yours , Take me into your dark embrace .

Make me yours .

Take me my Dark Prince .