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I don't think I realized how much I was using my journal, and how much I've come to depend on it, until Cancer took them down for a full day and night... or night and day, depending on your time zone coverage...



I can't believe how hard the wait for them to come back was...

Gotta log some time, even if I can't do anything much...



I hate working

Man I hate my birthday... I'm so selfish, I always expect someone to do something nice for me, and now things aren't even going normally well...



On a normal day I at least have weed, and yet today nothing. Since I'm turning 21 everyone wants me to drink... so the fun of my birthday this year is the two or three drinks someone is going to buy me when I go to the bar finally...



Man, I hate my birthday

I like to open fifteen profiles at a time... that way the other pages can load while I look over the pages already loaded...





And now the Hammering starts... I've been trying to be aware of the trigger and open them slowly.. but apparently if the pages all load at one time (slow fucking computer) then the trigger is still activated and I get kicked out... :-(



I hate this thing... it's slowing me down and taking away all the tricks I used to keep from getting board when the pages are loading too slowly...