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I woke up today asking to see with plan eyes. But no luck, I hate this in between the realms. Too see yet not be seen, know but none know you. I have become tired of this life and crave my old ways. Too bad the world is so filled of doubt that my words are only crazy talk. So I guess I should find a church where crazy is ok in the eyes of god. God? I love this word for really what does it mean? I want him to come this year. I am tired of the waiting. Hunted dreams of a face no longer fill my hearts need to be full of love and hope. So crazy I am.