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Am I a bitch or is he dumb?
19:32 Jul 18 2006
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Ok so I might sound like a bit of a bitch in this convo here, but your main focus should be how retarded my ex is. he doesn't seem to understand I don't want him, so I decided to put the convo up here. You decide I am just plan cruel, or is he just stupid?
csilvey1986: sorry bout that got dissconected
lili_dope: s'all good
csilvey1986: did you think of that question that i asked you
lili_dope: what question?
csilvey1986: never mind
lili_dope: no which one
lili_dope: don't bring shit up if you aint gunna finish
csilvey1986: never mind it wasnt that important
lili_dope: dude I hate when people do that!!!!
csilvey1986: about me comeing up this week
lili_dope: Oh I don't remember this week, but I'll find out
csilvey1986: ok see not that pressing
lili_dope: When did you wanna come over?
csilvey1986: any time that is cool wit you
csilvey1986: i'm ready to get outta this town
lili_dope: Well you got any jobs in mind?
csilvey1986: not really i thought you were going to look for some places
lili_dope: LoL come now letting you stay at my place to look for jobs in enough help I think
csilvey1986: thats messed up
lili_dope: not really
lili_dope: you gotta do something on your own
lili_dope: you're a man now
csilvey1986: you said befor i left the last time you were going to help me out
csilvey1986: ok ok i see how it is
lili_dope: Hm well I have help myself I have bigger issue's at hand
lili_dope: I need to find my own job
csilvey1986: i know
csilvey1986: but i still need your help finding my way around the city
lili_dope: Yea I can o that
csilvey1986: do
lili_dope: yea
csilvey1986: hey this works out then
csilvey1986: we will both look for jobs then how about that?
lili_dope: works for me
csilvey1986: hellz yea
csilvey1986: well i have some things to do and i will call you at 930 if that is ok
csilvey1986: with you
lili_dope: yea
csilvey1986: hey if i work with your gp any and make some money you on for a date
lili_dope: yea as long as it's just friendly
csilvey1986: you know with that guy i was telling you about
lili_dope: lol
csilvey1986: hey now i'm i mean hes always frendly
lili_dope: Yea as long as no one''s overly friendly
csilvey1986: come on now we talked about this
lili_dope: good
csilvey1986: you need a good friend not a bf right
lili_dope: Well it's not that it, I just don't want one now...
csilvey1986: i have a question
csilvey1986: were am i going to sleep this time around
lili_dope: sure...
csilvey1986: ??
lili_dope: I dunno where ever you wanna
csilvey1986: can i sleep with you
lili_dope: I guess so unless I'm not in a good mood (definetly not sleep sleep with him yuck!)
lili_dope: and no touchy feely bullshit!
csilvey1986: thats cool
csilvey1986: i know i already said we talked about that
csilvey1986: {not even a little}
lili_dope: nope
csilvey1986: not one arm
lili_dope: Only the man I'm with get's those privlages
csilvey1986: but i'm specal
lili_dope: but you're not my man, I'm manless
csilvey1986: jsut messing
lili_dope: lol ( I said that cause I knew he was lieing)
csilvey1986: i know i'm not your man i still could be
lili_dope: If I wanted one, but I'm focusing on my life right now...
csilvey1986: i know
csilvey1986: can you answer the question y you wanted to date me yet
lili_dope: Umm not really I don't have one...
csilvey1986: there has to be one
lili_dope: If I had ine I'd tell you
lili_dope: one**
csilvey1986: there is no answer with out a question and no question with no answer
lili_dope: push it and I get mad...I really don't know
csilvey1986: thats cool i'll drop it
csilvey1986: all i will say is when your ready i'm waiteing
lili_dope: Well you shouldn't wait I'm not the only girl for you, don't waste time waiting on me, I could take upto a year
csilvey1986: with you i'm never wasteing time
lili_dope: . . .(After he said that I'm ready to bitch slap him!)
csilvey1986: i have been waiteing for a long time another year will not kill me
lili_dope: You dope
csilvey1986: y do you say that
lili_dope: Don't you think there could be someother girl out there who might love you more then I can, becauyse remember I never said I loved you back. I don't say I love you unless I do...
lili_dope: You never know
csilvey1986: well there is always one person who loves the other person more than that person loves them
csilvey1986: all of the other girls i have been with and nothing
csilvey1986: do i think there could be another maby but you know what i dont think i could evre love anybody like i do you
csilvey1986: and thats no lie
lili_dope: Love is such strong word...
csilvey1986: yea i know but you know what if i felt it then and i feel it now
csilvey1986: about you
lili_dope: Well at least you acknowledge your feelings
csilvey1986: i do
csilvey1986: i love you and i'm proud of it altho you dont feel the same way about me
csilvey1986: do you even still like me??
csilvey1986: something more than a friend
lili_dope: as a real good friend
csilvey1986: u know what i mean
csilvey1986: i know i'm a good friend but do you ever feel about me like back in the day you know
lili_dope: notg since back then]
lili_dope: not**
csilvey1986: not even a little
lili_dope: not really sorry
lili_dope: My feelings have drited why do you think I'm single
lili_dope: drited
lili_dope: drifted**
csilvey1986: it has been years
csilvey1986: you know i wanna be more than friends
csilvey1986: rigth
csilvey1986: ??
csilvey1986: right
lili_dope: I know all about your feelings
lili_dope: can't forget
lili_dope: how could I?
lili_dope: You wouldn't let me even if I tried(Now I'm really pissed off!)
csilvey1986: sometimes i bet you wished i would saying i love you
csilvey1986: stop saying
csilvey1986: it must bother you sometimes
csilvey1986: but you know i love you always have always will
csilvey1986: and thats no bs
lili_dope: hey sorry my mom needed me
csilvey1986: thats cool
lili_dope: Oh btw yes
csilvey1986: yes to what
lili_dope: I wish you wouldn't say I love you so much
lili_dope: it's akward
csilvey1986: y
lili_dope: don't you find it empty I don't say it back, I don't reciprocate your feelings for me
csilvey1986: not really if thats the way i feel
lili_dope: :: sighs :: -_-
csilvey1986: i wish you would show some feeling for me
lili_dope: can't show feelings that don't exist
lili_dope: can't fake love
csilvey1986: you have absoultly no fellings for me
lili_dope: no I just don't love you
csilvey1986: i know you dont love me but there are other things
csilvey1986: i just wish you would give it a chance
csilvey1986: open your heart jus a little
lili_dope: I did 5 years ago
lili_dope: what's done is done, I say move on...
lili_dope: I don't mean to be a bitch here, but you msut be fucking blind man!
csilvey1986: y
lili_dope: Can't you see It's just not going to happen
lili_dope: why do you push it
csilvey1986: y not you wont let it
lili_dope: I say I don't want a man so you try harder? wtf?
lili_dope: No that's not it
csilvey1986: y do i push it you know the answer to that
lili_dope: Push what? What are you talking about?
lili_dope: You're the one who's pushing
lili_dope: Can't you respect I want to be alone?
csilvey1986: i know you dont want a man right now
csilvey1986: i can respect that
lili_dope: So why are you still bggin me about feelings and the past
lili_dope: buggin**
csilvey1986: its not that you just told me it will never happen
csilvey1986: y is that
csilvey1986: lili i'm not bugging you about the past thats the past
csilvey1986: y after 5 years y cant you give it another chance??
lili_dope: I'm trying to be nice here, I'm trying not to hurt anyone
lili_dope: I don't feel the way I used to, and your hair's short
lili_dope: I HATE short hair on guys and girls
lili_dope: BIG turn off
csilvey1986: so short hair
lili_dope: looks come frist
lili_dope: then personality
lili_dope: but no looks I don't even wanna bother
csilvey1986: not going to be short for ever
lili_dope: I'm tired of settling for something less then what I want, just so someone doesn't get hurt
csilvey1986: am i less than you want
lili_dope: but in the end it's me who suffer's because I am trapped in a crumby realtionship I DON't WANT to be in
lili_dope: Yes phsyically
csilvey1986: y
lili_dope: your way too skinny you have no muscle definiton your hair's short you have an accent...
csilvey1986: i have picked up my old style
lili_dope: they're just all turn offs I'm not physically attracted to you
lili_dope: sorry
csilvey1986: i am at 145lbs now i have been working out every day and what accent
lili_dope: you talk with a hickish accent no offense but everyone noticed it while you were here
csilvey1986: thats fucked up even tho i care about you as much as i do that not enugh
csilvey1986: sorry i picked yp a sothern draw
lili_dope: I want a man I feel good next to someone who is equally or better looking then I
lili_dope: I haven't found that there for I am with no one
csilvey1986: i'm not that good looking
csilvey1986: you told me i was
lili_dope: your cute and have a nice face
lili_dope: you're**
csilvey1986: you dont feel good around me
csilvey1986: i look just as good
lili_dope: as me?
lili_dope: Don't be silly
csilvey1986: yea
lili_dope: Females are better looking then men
lili_dope: and I am better looking then you you could ask everyone
csilvey1986: well duh
lili_dope: not to be a ego stuck up whore
lili_dope: an**
csilvey1986: so you cant feel good aroun me
csilvey1986: around
lili_dope: not that
lili_dope: please I'm trying to be nice, I figured you would have understood by now
csilvey1986: i'm going to call you
csilvey1986: i cant type that well
lili_dope: mmk...
So after I told him all of this, the dope calls me and continues to beg me for another chance at love! I eventually had to tell him I love someone else, and even then he still tried. Only way I got off the phone with him, was the luck that my phone's battery was dieing...
I say he's stupid, and yea I can be a bitch. But after reading this didn't you get the picture after reading only a little of this convo? Sheesh boys will be boys...
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