I lay in this field of chaos, these volts of electricity riddling through my tired body. I give up. I surrender to my fate. Beaten, broken and defeated, I fight no longer the darkness. "Prepare my grave," I cry to no one. "I am ready, Sweet Death." Darkness envelops the whole of my being. Oblivious to the pain, my soul is numb. As if with a mind of their own, my arms stretch out horizontal to my prone body, palms upraised. I look up to the black sky. The pain returns as the rusted spikes rise up out of the ground, crucifying me. An involuntary scream escapes my throat and echoes in the darkness to torment me further. I try to speak, to summon Death, but no sound comes forth. A hand, unseen by my eyes, touches my breast. Another hand slides from my stomach to my soft spot. Yet another hand brushes against my cheek. The stillness of the depth has been disturbed by the growing din of the monsters’ growling. Silently my lips move, "Who are you?" "We are Death. You have summoned us, told us you were prepared." Yellowed fangs gnash together as the demon speaks to me. "Yes," I mouth, "take me." "Yes, we will take you," the deep voice replies, the stench of its breath hot on my face. A mouth clamps down on my neck another suckles on my breast. Long, talon-like fingers slide inside of my moist place, ripping my flesh as they go. My feet are torn from their anchor, as my legs are forced apart. Small hands hold them immobile. The full weight of the demon crushes down upon me as it begins this horrific ritual. I peer out from these glazed eyes of mine to see its face, this demon that is my lover. Bright yellow eyes stare longingly down into my own. "Your name?" I silently request. "I am Death," it replies, "and that is all you need to know." It proceeds in our perverse lovemaking. Its long sticky tongue flicks against my bruised lips. Ecstasy burns through my lifeless body as Death’s large, swollen unit enters and rips me apart. I feel reality slip away as I give myself to my hideous lover. The others penetrate me in every orifice sending through me a surge of pleasure and pain. I rip my hands free from the spikes, which held them still and grab Death’s scaly red face. I pull it down to me and kiss its hot wet mouth. Teeth tear into my lips and my mouth fills with my own blood. I sink my nails into the searing flesh of Death’s backside. A roar escapes its own distorted lips as it wraps its arms around me. Together we ascend into the darkness. I glance down to see the others dancing and chanting below us, celebrating our embrace.
~Psifaerie (1999)
My Beautiful Angel
Emanating light from above
Filling the eternal void
Of my obliterate existence
You risk all in coming here
Loving me the way you do
For He will know of your disobedience
Evident in the scars upon your wings
Where molten hands, mouths have loved you
Seared flesh and feathers indeterminate
In our forbidden embrace
He will know of our betrayal
Smell the brimstone of my breath
Upon your flesh and hair oh He will know
My Morbid Angel
Vengeance is His wrath repute
Of your free will stay below
Where our passion burns incessant
No light here penetrates
But that which is your splendor
Illuminate the pits of darkness
With visions of your unearthly beauty
Until my love has made you wan
And when you have become
All but obscurity through me
Too late will you realize
The risks you took when you descended
The depths so that you may love me
My Tragic Angel
Return to Him and His fire will
Strike you down in one effortless blink
Of His terrible almighty eye
Mercifully all would be forgot
Only linger here in my lair
Where my fire burns forever
Slowly turning passion
To blackened, seared flesh
Embracing you in my hell
Never to leave my side
My concubine wrought of blissful pain
Say you choose to be mine
My Darkest Angel
~Psifaerie (2005)
Embrace
Dark is the embrace
Poison in the kiss
Passion leaves the taste
Of blood upon my lips
Caught now in my web
Fire at your heels
The cry is to be fed
Ready for your kill
Full moon hangs above
Come my lovely boy
Place the sting of love
On who will be your toy
Shadows take the place
Where once there was light
Quicken your embrace
Fatality in your bite
Dark is the embrace
Poison in the kiss
Passion leaves the taste
Of blood upon your lips
~Psifaerie (1999)
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