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the wedding

17:25:05 - Jul 14 2006

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your getting married

how wonderful

my funeral will be the same day

while your walking the aisle

i will the crying while blood flows away

while your smiling at Hell

i will be slipping away

you will be happy when he puts the ring on your finger

the tears that flowed have stopped

when you throw the flowers

i will be laid in my coffin

when you dance with him

those that cared about me will be crying

saying "i hope your happy with your new life, you killed her"

i will be laid in the ground as you ride away for your honeymoon

and when things dont work out mom, know that you brought this on yourself.



















Open Casket

12:42:48 - May 24 2006

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when it is my time to go

you'll know my heart has broke

there will be a noose

there will be no tears

i am not cared for like that



you will see scars

from the shards cutting deep

you will see tear stains

from the millions of tears i have cried



so dont cover my face in make up

let everyone see why i died

let them see the shards of my broken heart

and let them know my pain.





the anger

11:50:00 - Aug 28 2006

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i have been on VR for a while now. the name of the site is Vampire Rave right? then why so many humans? so many wanna be vamps and goths come here thinking this is just like vampirefreaks...well, it isnt it says "THE ULTIMATE VAMPIRE RESOURCE AND DIRECTORY" then why the hell are all these pathetic humans on here? they are only food.













home...

11:37:47 - Aug 25 2006

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unlike most people, i am not home. nor will i ever be if i stay here in this war-ridden contenent....no. my home is small, an island where people go about their lives having the most fun than any. my home is calling me back, but i cannot get there. the calling is slowly killing me, making me cry, making me sad. thats all i want....is to go home....i would give anything just to go back to nihon....the life i once had before i was born here....





for profile revamp

10:55:52 - Aug 23 2006

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Welcome to my Hell

i have lived this for longer than most

long, have i lived in this shell

of what i used to be



Great i was

and great i am

for you will never know me

unless you try



never have i met another that was truthful

only once have i met another great one

guarded and kept i am

protected from others

by others that are close to me

and also by those that i will never know



come into my world if you want to know what

is darkness

the darkness i have is one of a kind

for if you get to know me

you will know more then you ever dreamed....





venting

17:31:49 - Aug 08 2006

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GODS FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!! WHY THE FUCK DO I KEEP GETTING IGNORED ON THIS SITE!?! ILL SEND A MESSAGE, OR SOMETHING ON THE BOX, AND I WONT GET AN ANSWER BACK!?! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?





thank you







fuck job corp

11:52:06 - Sep 26 2005

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ok, i am in class right now. well, its not exactly class, its called "trade" but we basically do nothing in here. i am soo fucking bored i could puke. ((not really))





shitty ass morning

10:22:45 - Aug 25 2005

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I'm not supposed to be scared of anything

But I don't know where I am

I wish that I could move

But I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)

I'm tryin hard to breath now, but there's no air in my lungs

There's no one here to talk to, and the pain inside is makin me numb

I try to hold this under control; they cant help me cuz no one knows...



Now I'm goin through changes, changes

God I feel so frustrated lately

When I get suffocated save me

Now I'm goin through changes, changes



I'm feelin weak and weary walkin through this world alone

Everything they say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone (and I bleed)

I've got somethin to say but no I've got no where to turn,

It feels like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world.....

I try to hold this under control; they cant help me cuz no one knows...



Now I'm goin through changes, changes

God I feel so frustrated lately

when I get suffocated save me

now I'm goin through changes, changes



I'm blind and shaken bound and breakin

I hope I make it through all these changes



Now I'm goin through changes, changes

God I feel so frustrated lately

When I get suffocated save me

Now I'm fallin apart now I feel it,

But I'm goin through changes, changes,

God I feel so frustrated lately,

And I get suffocated, hate this,

But I'm goin through changes, changes