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hello i am back, life is hard but i am comeing back down from my high state of mind to try to fix what is broken. i know that i wont be here long i will soon be high once more but while i'm here i will maintain the peace long enough to make him proud, he dosn't have much time left his clock is running out. who am i to make those last day anything but wonderfull. i will hold the smile a little longer he hates to see me sad, i will try to laugh for him, but only for him.

i try so hard, but not hard enough i push myself intill i could cry, just to let him know i am well and alive but the more i push myself the more i die. when can i be me, i know i could when ever but what about him, he is all i have left, so i'm comeing back down, for him.