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I have no clue whop said it, but one of my favorite quotes and the one that I live by is "What happens in the past, happens, there is no way to change it".--By Unkown. I live by that. If I had a past with someone and it ended badly, I would want to forget and move on with my life and never bring it up again. I mean, yes, we all learn from the past. So, I will learn live ansd move on to the future that I set ahead of me. I live by it and I have yet to go wrong. I mean, yeah, we all make mistakes sometime or another. We are not perfect. So just live it out and have fun when you can.

Topic 1: Life

Life is what you make it. You have the decision to make your life what you want it. Do not let anyone tell you different. No one has the right to run your life but you. You make the decisions, you follow your own path, you live how you want to live. Parents are there to keep you on the right track, to help you on your way, to make sure you do something good with your life, not to make decisions for you. So, all in all, live your life the way you want to live it, not how others want you to live it.



Topic 2: Family

The one thing we all have is a family. Whether we are adopted or not. Famly is ment to have your back in bad situations and help you through. They are not there to always pay your bills or your rent. They are there to make sure you do your best at something. To make sure that you make it. To help when they can and when needed. To try and pull you off the wrong track and put you on the right track. Family is the one most important thing that everyone has in their life, no matter what the situation.



Topic 3: Friends

Your friends, some people that you hold dear to you. The people you hang out with and that can either help you, get you out of trouble or even get you into trouble. But, if they are true friends, they will always be there, no matter what happens.



Topic 4: Best Friends

Best friends will always be there, no matter what. They will be the one to be sitting next to you after you 2 just vandalized something and joking bout it. They are the ones that will help you when ever possible, no matter what the cost. They are the ones that will go to hell and back, no matter the cost, to prove their loyalty.

All these wars that go on are pointless. What are we all trying to prove? The best weapons? The best training? It all proves nothing but what some people have been saying for years now. We are going to be our own end. We are going to kill ourselves in one big firey blast. We are responsible for our future and we are heading to total world death. And we are the only ones that can stop it.



Like someone on this site told me, and I quote,"A boy can fire a gun, but it takes a man not to pull the trigger" And I agree with that.



I have seen what war can do to a country. I was in Iraq for 15 monthes. I saw horrible things over there. Dead animals on the side of the road. Childeren running around half naked, begging for food, no shoes. Open markets with rottening goats, chickens and other animals around. The smell was so bad, it burnt my eyes, throat and my nose. It was like being in a dump full of rotting corpses wirth no way out.



Some people think war is just a game, others think its funny. But until you experience it first hand, it is nothing like the games people play. No matter how hard they try to make it realistic, it will never be the same.



I also look at it this way. We have spent millions or even billions of dollars on these wars, our contry is in so much debt that people cant even find jobs, cant take care of their families. barely making it day by day. I should know. My family is one of them. Yes, I was a solider. If I could do it again, I would. I may change a thing or two, but I would still do it because I was honored to serve my country and what it stood for.



Thank you all and have a nice eternal night or day or whatever. Signing off once more.

Well, I just found out I got some money coming in. Which means I will NOT be homeless. I will be able to get my bills paid and wont have to worry bout losing the car. Finally I have proof that there is a God out there. Thank God he is because now I believe more than I ever have that he is watching me.

Well, this is great. I have no money, no income, and no way to buy food, pay bills, or pay rent. That means, in about 18 days, I may even have to sell my computer because my wife wont sell the damn laptop so that I can try to make ends meet. Not likely, I know hwo people are in this world, wanting to buy something for nothing, but wanting someone to buy their something for something. This world is seriously starting to get more fucked up everyday now. Lets just burn it all up.