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I began this journey, at least in this life about ten years ago. I met this woman. I didn't know her before we met. Yet she know so many things about me. Things that only I would know, plus some things about me I didn't accept at the time. She knew about my special needs son. Things that only I would know for example. At the time I told her she intrigued me. BTW she told me she was a vampire.

What I didn't know at the time....it was my time to awaken. I at first fought the very idea of me being a vampire. Yet as she told me of my creature. Showed me photos of times past. Things stirred in me. Finally one day I read the vampire Codex. These feelings consumed me. As if I had been in this place before. Thoughts and memories came into my head. I discovered meditation and answers came to me. I remember telling her I can not help but love her. She was my wife from old Rome. She knew me better than myself. We had spent several lives together, yet this life was no happy ending for us. In this life we were not to be together.

I accepted my dark Vampire soul. I discovered I was a very strong vampire with a history behind me, Past lives came back to me. I discovered powers that I would have thought crazy before my awakening. I had slumbered for 100 years. I lived a life as a mortal during that time. Yet my soul is always dark. My slumber was over and she found me to awaken me.

I know my dark soul. Born of the darkness. That does not necessarily mean I am evil. I recognize the darkness in me and know what I am capable of. Knowing that, I can choose my actions. Most mortal refuse to see the darkness. Not being born of the darkness they look away. Much evil is dome in this world in the name of someone's good.

I am not one of God's unwanted children. I am not born of God at all. I am born of my father Lucifer and my mother Lilith. These are my beliefs, I push them on no one. For me I feel Lucifer's guidance and God's curse. It feels I am at war with God. In times of need , my father have been there for me. I have faced death several times in my life. One was cancer and my father Lucifer brought me thru.

I wear the symbol of Lucifer, my mother Lilith and an ankh in honor of my first love over 2000 years ago. These symbols never come off my body.

The world may call me crazy. That is why I must wear a mask and stay in the shadows. I have had one very dear to me lost to the mortal world because the mortal world deemed them mentally ill and weakened their creature with drugs. Christians can believe in Christ coming back from the dead, but my beliefs are considered crazy.

I know in my dark soul who and what I am.

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RosenFlight
22:48 Aug 24 2017

You have the freedom to believe everything and anything that you want to. "Crazy", and "normal" are two personal views through their perception. It would also depends on who would call you "crazy", the difference between a doctor to another mundane everyday person. As someone who has experience in psychology and sociology, a doctor would never use such a word as to not cause discomfort or panic in the patient.

Do what you want to do man, just stay safe.

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