I attended a friends memorial today. She was not a vampire and those who attended were all mortals. She was a good friend and her husband is also a good friend. He will need support in the times ahead. I hope I can be the friend he truly needs.
Yet while sitting there and listening to all the stories about my friends life. I realized how few truly know the true me. I keep the vampire and my dark soul to myself. For I know my moral friends would never understand. I would scare some off, and others would probably think I needed some mental help. Yet in truth , I dont trust them to know the real me. To be honest experience has taught me not to trust the mortal world with such knowledge. I have lost loved ones to the mortal world.
So I sit there by choice only allowing them to know of me what I wish. Hoping to meet other darks souls that allows me to truly be myself.
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EmberMoon
07:52 Jul 21 2019
Sorry for you lost. I have the same reality when it comes to friends and family, they would either not understand or be afraid of a mental break down...lol
CrimsonObsession
13:25 Jul 21 2019
Same