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counsling day feb 3 4pm

i had a dream last night and i want to write it down i think i can turn this in to a story





the dream had to do with me and i was at a collage that was about bdsm and witch craft



while bing there i meet this guy who is a vampire, and not one of those winy ones either. we have a few class and flirt, while during a class we have a disagrement about something and i meet him in a study room where we try to talk it out, and he starts to get force full sexualy , to the point he starts raping me and it is starting to turn me on, after we are done we go to lunch and during lunch he starts to get possive, i move into his room as a submissive and he get a long there is sex here and there on campus



one day some hunters get on the school grounds going after others he is hit and goes into blood lust, tells me to run or he will eat me, and i run but keep stopping to see if he is ok he starts to chase me yelling to run and finaly catches up with me , his eyes are wolf like his fangs are extened and hes yelling does this look like ruinning.



people are running around screaming for help hes pulling my cloths off starting to bite me and take me at the same time while people are bing killed

well went to the libary, hubby droped me off and ran to the house, well while i was there this guy who has been watching me at the libary it turns out he has been keeping a eye on me from a far,



well i got a lovely view of his dick, offered beer and he thought i would like to know how he and his gf snuck drugs into the jail.



and wanted to have a quick in the bath room, instreasting day i must say, why do the weird ones like me?

have you ever felt really depressed, and talking about it just makes you more depressed, im kinda there right now. i know the new day will be better, but i feel like crawling up in a ball and sleeping, at some point i wish i was numb.

a personal thought



i and my husband have had slaves for the last 5 years, and sadly some have had to go for this or that reason and i have a few of them over the yers on friends list, what i find insulting is that



when we have them they never spout things such as



you are my life, i love you so deeply, i live for you, and stuff like that



we release them and not even 1 week later they are sprouting that, in a way it shows me who they were and in a way its kinda insulting

loosing weight can be annoying.



every choice i make effects what can or can not happen. last few days, instead of soda i drink a glass of milk, in the morings i try to eat something so i am not snakcing during the day. going grocey shopping i have to stay away from frozzen yummies lol



it is hard. i would love nothing more then to dig into a frozen pizza, but i know it is not good.



on a plus i went to get a drink instead of getting a soda i choose to drink juice, small steps, i am glad i am trying to do this now.

Dear Snow- I used to really enjoy your company. As a child I loved to play in your glorious bounty. I am sorry to say snow, but our love affair has ended. I am an adult now, and I have a job-obligations. I hope you understand. Now please, just take your things and go. No, really- just take your sh*t and go.