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Into the Moonlight
19:40 May 17 2007
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I swear my life is getting more and more complicated everyday. Some days are rewarding and others aren't worth getting out of bed. Seems that I can't please anyone for trying this week. If I could I would just put on my coat and walk out into the moonlight and not look back.



I thought when I reformat my pc that the majority of its problems were gone but thats not the case. I can't get MSN messenger to open and stay open. My two drives are practically worthless. They will open software and music but not anything that I burnt on here before it went belly up. Plus there are still files I can't defrag....haven't a clue why. So it looks like I will be back to Dell Tech Support soon. *Sigh*



I'm not really unhappy being back. But I am lost. Everything here looks familiar but I don't feel like I am at home. I'm not comfortable. And I'm always looking out the window and what I see there isn't what I expect to see, what I want to see.



I feel like I am being called and its my heart and soul that wishes to answer but the vessel they dwell within make it impossible for them to answer the call.



I am soooo homesick.