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why do i bother trusting you,

when i get treated that way.

why do i want you closer,

when you push and run away.

why do i want your friendship,

when you dont want me round.

why do i play the jester,

made to feel the clown.

why do i bother reaching,

when you would let me fall.

why do i seem to need you,

when you dont care at all.........

to all the people that were my friends? where are you? where are you when i need and needed you? ....whats the point

I would give my everything

just to make you stay.

I want you to know how much I have cried,

since you left that day.

Why wasnt I good enough,

to keep you in love with me.

Instead I was just enough,

to have you want to be free.

.....

I cant finish this....I just want to stop feeling hurt when i think about you, to stop being in love with you when your married to him and having his kid. I just want to be able to move on and not wonder why i fucked up and make you run away to have someone elese baby, someone esles life and to be somone else's everything.