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Well this does suck..I need to see my baby...I have been piss drunk, every night for about 2 or 3 weeks strait now... I am sooo fucking depressed. Bad things have happened...And I dont want to be sober, I dont want to face reality right now...because reality sucks dick!!!!!!

My woman came down to go to her sisters wedding, which I wasnt invited to because her mom hates my guts. along with the rest of her family...anyway we were going to hang out, and we got to for about 5 hours and that was it..her mom called my cell-phone and started a whole bunch of bullshit with my family..and now my baby isnt even allowed to talk to me...this is bullshit..I dont know what to do...everyone I know say's I should just forget about her and move on...but that just seems impossible to me because I LOVE HER. I have never loved before..I have been with others but I could never have the capacity for love of them. then I met my baby, and I have never felt like this about anybody before in my life...and now this all seems to be falling apart..its driving me fucking insane...its so hard not being able to be with the one your so deeply in love with...I cant even talk to her!!!! this sucks...and to tell you the truth I dont think she really cares. I dont know..I mean maybe she does, but i'll never know because we arent allowed to talk to each other. she is my everything..I care about her sooo much...and her family treats me like I am a piece of shit... I hate when people judge people without even knowing them..

well the one thing I can say that is good is : It is far better to LOVED and lossed, then never to have loved at all. My heart will always be with her...even if I never see her again..:((