Today is one of those days where I am filled with a desire to express myself, but words seem to be failing me. Nothing seems to come out right, or has an unintended sharpness and intensity behind it. I'm sure I will figure it out eventually, but right now it's driving me fairly mad. Not to mention I have been, perhaps, too honest with some. I don't know if that is the right way to put it. I have been honest, but very blunt and some have taken it personally or been offended by the way I have spoken and the particular words I have used to express myself. Normally I am better able to express myself more tactfully, but today I just don't care about being tactful. I feel like there has been a lack of honesty towards me where some are concerned, and maybe this is my way of making sure there is no room for doubt when it comes to what I am trying to communicate. Either way, it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Maybe I'll add a poem or something.
Then again, maybe this makes no sense at all and really is just incessant rambling.
There are those who see fit to manipulate and take advantage of those around them. Normally, I stay out of such matters, however several people I choose to call my friends have been caught up in this and I have reckoned it within myself to stand by them, whatever the cost. That is loyalty. Some of you do not understand that concept. I do my best to stay out of 99% of what I see and hear about on this site. It is normally not my business, and works itself out on its own. Those of you who know me can attest to this.
I will say this, and it is not an idle threat or empty promise. If you manipulate someone I consider a friend or attempt to take advantage of them, and I learn about it, I will expose it. I will defend them and I will not cower, no matter how many of you wish to make threats or send intimidating messages to my inbox. This is the internet, and the majority of you who enjoy such manipulation, have nothing more than a silver tongue at your disposal. Do not assume that is the case with everyone here.
I see no reason to drag this out, and waste my words. You can either move on, and stop preying on those I care about, or you can continue to do so knowing it will not be taken lightly and without retaliation.
Tread carefully, and choose wisely.
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damn... I normally stay out of all the shit on here too but when it comes to those I love all bets are off (:
well said, be cautious.
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PandorasBx
21:24 Nov 03 2010
Honesty is always best no matter what...*hugs*.
atyourwindow
21:30 Nov 03 2010
so much to say, so little time.