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a promise broken

05:41 May 20 2012
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what to say to a little boy that wants his mom?

what to tell him when he believe in the deepest part of his heart that his mom woll return for him only to give up because she cant stand looking at his father and crying or becoming a door mat.... i don't know what to tell him. For the words sorry aren't enough and my tears are even enough not even those of blood would be enough.

For witll him gone from my arms i feel like i have no heart no warmth no soul and i let my ex and his little whore win . If he loved my son at all he would have told me that he didnt want to be with me rather then drag me away from my home after making me believe that he loved me and would be with me... only to find he was running from his ex and he wanted her more than me. ... yet he was torn because i gave him the child that he wanted and she killed hers off because she wanted to fuck around me.

I could fight and lose ... i could give up and lose... either way i still lose the one thing that matters to me... my son.

All i have no is a skilled and talented shell of a being. While I sit and cry over the pain that i feel through my son so far away as he wanders why mom didn't come for me.

I planned the bad guy when i know i am good. my only wish is that everytime he looks at my son he sees my face as he tties to answer my son as he asked where his REAL mom is.


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my mother's day thoughts and prayers.

22:43 May 13 2012
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Mom day and I am with my son. I am happy to have my son here with me. I prey that I will have him with me next time in a house of our own and not at my mother's.

Yet today I am focused on starting my new job.. thank you all that prayed for me. Now to pay you all back and work my fingers to the bone to make sure that if my ex takes me to court in the fight for my son. I have a job I can show that I can hold a job with any mental issues that I may have... and keep up with my son.

I may not be able to by him toys every single day like his father.. but I do know that I work my fingers to the bone to give him what he needs.


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my mother's day thoughts and prayers.

22:43 May 13 2012
Times Read: 386


Mom day and I am with my son. I am happy to have my son here with me. I prey that I will have him with me next time in a house of our own and not at my mother's.

Yet today I am focused on starting my new job.. thank you all that prayed for me. Now to pay you all back and work my fingers to the bone to make sure that if my ex takes me to court in the fight for my son. I have a job I can show that I can hold a job with any mental issues that I may have... and keep up with my son.

I may not be able to by him toys every single day like his father.. but I do know that I work my fingers to the bone to give him what he needs.


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