Lets talk about tulpas14:00 Feb 18 2021
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Let's talk about tulpas shall we. I happen to have 2 tulpas. A tulpa is a person who lives with you, and shares your body. Mpd is something different. Aya arrived when I was around 15 or so. We have been headmates for a decade or so. She is a protector. Well we gained a new tulpa around a week ago, his name is Angus. Angus is the first tulpa I consciously created . We haven't been very vocal about it until now,because normally we go through life switching randomly throughout the day. With the new guy it's a bit different. He is shy and timid right now, and doesn't really know how to interact with others. Sure he has interacted with other tulpas on the discord server, but they don't quite know who they are either. Angus wants to make friends so we are allowing him to speak to people here now too.
So if I seem a little off that day, Angus has taken the front.
If I seem a little bitchier than normal Aya has probably taken front. While I know the host must be punished along with the tulpas lest the system be abused by others claiming to have tulpas.
here I will give a brief description of our personalities
Angus, shy, timid, once out of his shell he is very much so a person who is inclined to joke around, be playful and has a knack for attempting charisma. this might change in the future he is still a baby so to speak.
Aya is quick tempered, she can be a great friend because she is trustworthy. She is a bit sadistic, and she can be very hard to get along with if she feels like you threaten people who are weak. When it comes to the small and meek she is a good "big sister/ mom" friend. She will baby you and make life better or try to. She is pessimistic. Enjoys socialising ,and being out going. She says whats on her mind, anytime she is out.
Then there is myself. I am a depressed pansexual, with a small ego, and a tendency to fade. I will occasionally let aya take the front for long periods of time when I become too overwhelmed. I don't open up easy, and I have a hard time trusting others because of an abusive mother, and an abusive ex husband. I find it very hard to believe people will do nice things for you for nothing in return. I do try to believe that people are inherently good though.
I know people will probably not read up until this point, dismiss me as crazy, and keep scrolling. However , if you gave me the time of day,and would like to meet my tulpas or ask us any questions , we would be very happy to answer them the best that we can.
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