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ok. it's a fact that no one has ever enjoyed thinking they were the next jesus... I didn't and can't imagine anyone having a good time with that, but, nothing is an impossibility!



I didn't much enjoy reading the book of revelations inside the mental hopsital. I had no way watch the world die if it happened! Sadly the hospital just erases your mind. It must be something in the food because it makes you horribly constipated as well.



I always leave the hospital in tip-top shape.. Well that is if you consider being horribly drained, beaten into submission, tortured by people howling in rooms next to you, people crouching like they're going to shapeshift on you (I've never been afraid of a women in my life up until this piont haha), being shot up with haldol, getting no fresh air or cigarettes, only gum OR the patch and not both, being locked in quiet rooms (it wasn't my fault that the locked door was so easy to kick open. It's a story for another time), listening to rants and raves of people that sound exactly like this!, commitment trials, and my personal favorite being offered various things or to join some organization I could give a shit about!



ok.. I r finished.. ::goes back to developing means to destroy shit::

I'm usually pretty philosophical but I've devoted far more time to thinking than I should recently. I decided to write this little piece. It kind of snowballed off of justice but I think the important point is individualism.

Far too much time has been spent by philosophers arguing what defines us as people. The answer is simple and yet unique. It's individual but part of the whole.







Philosophy

I’m in my early stages of actively philosophizing and devoting abnormal amounts of efforts towards it. Ironically the hardest concept I can imagine at this early point grabbed my attention. Justice. The logic/ideology surrounding it as is complex as any concept which involves humanity defining something that can only be felt. I’ve extracted an answer that I somewhat accepted regarding the definition of justice. I avoided dictionaries but did use Wikipedia.com to be somewhat influenced/biased from other thinkers that have written about this topic.



I cannot begin to tell you where my sense of justice comes from. There are far too many variables to take into account and I’m unable to make those presumptions being an agnostic existentialist. I can’t say that it comes from our soul, god, guilt, subconscious, suffering or any other of the important principles I’ve neglected to mention due to my inexperience. Wikkipedia.com speaks of retributive and distributive justice as two separate concepts with the same ties but their reciprocity should not be overlooked. You cannot look at the sense of justice of a populous without taking into account the justice and injustice instilled by the governing body.



I perhaps am too much of an idealist and most likely far too hopeful but I believe humanity is constantly striving towards a sense of justness. If everyone agreed that Justice was being completely served then utter utopia would occur. This sadly will never be the case because of individuality. Marxism attempted to instill “Distributive” justice but sadly that will never radiate justness because of those who had wealth/power/honor and then had it stripped away.



Neitzsche believed that justice was a tool used by slave mentality as a means to strike back at the upper classes/oppressors. I strongly disagree with this. I hope this cannot be, have faith that it can’t be so, and would have to rely on randomness, chance, and entropy but one thing remains; I believe it to be an impossibility that there isn’t a single person of wealth or stature void of justice. I’m willing to gamble on mere entropy alone. Perhaps I’m too idealistic. I personally don’t feel that power/wealth are able to annihilate any sense of justice a person has. If the “master” mentality has grown that decedent, weak, barren of virtue that they’d exclude themselves only to the things that bring them their “power” then they deserve to be toppled. “With great power comes great responsibility”.

If there is not any Justice in the “master” mentality; than perhaps that’s an indication that they’ve surrounded them self with injustice. I fail to see this. The solution to society’s problem is simple. Where there’s a wholehearted sense of justice there’s trust. Trust will be maintained until injustice is served. Individuality is a common theme you’ll hear me resurface.



Individuality is my definition of people’s different likes, dislikes, ethics, morals, etc. I reiterated individuality because it’s an impossibility for the populous to all feel justified. The humanitarian in me wants to make the most amount of people happy and preferably all. Religion sadly prohibits this because of the widely popular subject of morals vs. ethics. Morals will absolutely never be in conjunction as they stem from religions. Ethics however are a basis that people are more likely to agree with as opposed to morals. Unfortunately religion only masks the possibilities our ethics could reach or descend to. It would be truly fantastic to have a universal code of ethics to work towards justice.

The Force is a source of limitless energy generated by all beings living. Their energies flood life as we know it. This energy has positive and negative impacts depending on your “point of view”. It’s impossible to say what is right or wrong with outcomes due to the polar opposites who are the Force’s ambassadors and interpreters. The two groups that interpret this energy source have more similarities than differences and are in actuality two pieces of the same puzzle. Imagine the Yin and Yang.



The Force manifests destiny, fate, an individuals power, skills, and limitless other factors. The individual is left to interpret the patterns, energy, deceit, hidden agendas, charity, and all things that people (who are the source of the force) generate. All things are subject to interpretation from the simplest act of helping a child with homework, becoming angry with them, or governments/politics which trickles down an unimaginable source of energy.



All actions impact others. This is an idea known as force ripples. For Example, a child can be mistreated or abused. He will spread this energy throughout his life impacting others. There are such few institutions to help people these days that they are left with little choice but to spread this. If a child is taught morals, charity, and instilled with a high sense of ethics than he/she will carry that with them through life. Every action has a greater or equal reaction. Suddam Hussein’s life comes to mind. It took a childhood of neglect, abuse, and him being mistreated for him to trickle that energy down on a nation. America is no different. Decadent politicians trickle their greed, incompetence, apathy, down to the people they’re supposed to be representing. Mistakes of the few are exponentially making the world less and less habitable.



“The Sith and Jedi are alike in almost every way, including their quest for greater power”. This is seemingly untrue but I assure you the differences are so subtle it will make your head spin. As stated previously, the dark and light pieces are of the same puzzle. If you look to the Yin and Yang you’ll note that each of the two sides make up one symbol. The two circles within each piece note that there’s each opposite in dark and light, good and evil, black and white, masculinity and feminism, Sith or Jedi (it’s a philosophy) and day and night as examples.



The most fundamental difference between the Sith and Jedi is how the populous is viewed. Ironically the Sith and Jedi expect the same thing out of people. It’s not too much to ask to have people act decent towards each other. The Jedi sit patiently setting an example hoping people come around and realize their sacrifice while the Sith will go to any lengths to make them listen. Both will agree that people are out of control, random, and could try a lot harder than they do. People have unseen forces constantly working for them but are completely unaware and the epitome of simplicity. It must be nice. Ignorance is truly bliss.



“Evil is a point of view.” The Sith and Jedi each view the other as totally and absolutely evil. There is no subject to interpretation. The Jedi feel that the Sith are evil because they have a need to dominate/oppress people. The Sith feel people must be made to listen. I can look you dead in the eye and tell you why Jedi are evil. A Jedi’s biggest faults are his/her arrogance and hypocrisy. I’ll explain. Jedi have never experienced the dark side of the force. There’s no turning back once you’re committed to it.



Jedi are so simple and arrogant it’s sickening. Their logic is that if they sacrifice, help others, and continually do “good” that nothing bad can come from it. Unfortunately that’s not the case. You can’t help the “good” and protect the “wicked” with the same acts and expect the populous to not suffer. Jedi have absolutely no will to dominate even though they’re significantly wiser than the populous whether speaking of individuals or the whole. Their arrogance blinds them to the fact that while they’re helping and doing “good” that the “evil” runs amuck and negates all the “good” that they do. By this, I mean that the good still suffer while the Jedi sit idly by hoping everything works out if they continue their charitable and selfless acts. The world is in too sad of a state for a mere example to be set and trickled down “hoping” that everything works out. Action must be taken. It must be nice to be so simple. Unfortunately a combination of Sith and Jedi are needed to orchestrate things but how to accomplish that, I do not know, since they’re constantly at war with each other for a mere difference of opinion.



Jedi hypocritically “fear” the Dark Side which leads to the Dark Side in their teachings. Hypocrisy is the greatest evil in the world today. If you don’t believe me look at what organized religions do to the world. It shouldn’t take much thought on your part. Give it a shot if you’re capable to reflect even slightly. Anything that separates people is classic divide and conquer.



Force capable beings are merely interpreters of their surroundings as I’ve mentioned previously. It makes no difference whether they’re dark or light and have to analyze what they see around them. One subtle difference is where the Jedi’s strength lies and that of the Sith’s. Jedi feel they’ve been given a great gift and “aid” the populous (remember that aiding is not synonymous with “good”). The Sith feel as if they’re enslaved by destiny/force. Jedi are optimistic while the Sith can only see the bad. It’s convenient for both sides to see what aids their journey be it dark or light and to disregard what works against them or is counterproductive to their agendas.



The Sith and Jedi have a unique set of complications associated with each path. A Sith feels constant anguish, despair, and are very prone to their emotion, passion and moods which are the source of their power. Sith emotion can be very hard to control and it takes a very strong individual to succeed. A Jedi always has to second guess himself/herself wondering if there was better way to do things or if their performed actions produced the best possible results. I’ve walked both paths and there are more similarities than differences. It’s merely a “point of view” and both dark and light’s advantages and disadvantages are comparable to the source where they draw their power.



As stated previously, the differences between dark and light (not to be confused with good and evil) are very subtle. The goals are absolutely the same and the only difference is the means by which dark and light aid the populous. I tried to write this without bias but it’s impossible to leave out the fact that I walk the dark path. People need to be dominated if they choose to act like children. If they choose to ignore their superiors/ambassadors to destiny then they must be made to listen. It’s not asking too much to have people respect, help, teach, be law abiding, and be a society. The sooner simple minded fools realize this; the sooner governments will treat you with respect. Until then the tactics I’ve mentioned will be employed. The Sith and Jedi will continue to fight over something as simple as you. Ironic