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Interesting what some people will assume isn't it?



Instead of asking for information to sustain a fact, assumptions are made and then posted about.



I find it interesting really, expecialy when I have had little sleep. LOL

Sometimes

1-01-2008



Sometimes I find it hard to go on, each day is just another struggle.

Sometimes I think that it would be better to just sleep. to not greet the coming day.

Each day, often times, not worth the heartache.

These are moments that we all deal with in various stages of our lives

These are moments that make me hate myself but I endure and I learn a new way to think.

I am worth wild, I am loved and I will find a way in this life.

Sometimes I walk around my room, my home, and my block just thinking what if?

Sometimes I wonder if it is all worth it.

Fingers touch upon pictures within frames, sheltered behind glass, placed with care upon a wall.

So fragile and easy to shatter, but memories held fast within my mind and most of all within my heart.

Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I try not to think at all.

Another year has past and I stop in their doorways, peering upon their sleeping forms.

I am thankful for them, in peaceful dreams they rest, and I watch over them.

I am grateful for the life I have with them and for everything they have taught me and I have taught them.

This is life, give or take, for good or bad.

It is my life.

Sometimes I dream of things that I cannot have, things I am not willing to give up in my life to obtain.

I would not trade you for anything my children.

I would not trade a moment of pain, misery, and heartache.

I would not trade a moment of joy, smiles and laughter.

I would not trade any of it, for I choose what to make of it.

Welcome to a new year, who knows what it will hold.

I will be here to find out, looking forward to every moment.