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It's been awhile since I've posted here. So many things happening all at once make it very hard at times to just sit down and concentrate on doing one of the things I love the most.



I'm finally getting my divorce. One of the biggest struggles I've had to deal with as of late and he finally gave in. One less worry.



In my sentimental world, the heart has been broken again. One would think I have learned by now but unfortunately no. The thoughts that this one could be "the one" once again were trampled by ego, greed and impatience. After a month of tears and questions, I found my closure yesterday and whether he takes the time to read it or not (which he probably won't) doesn't really matter at this point in my life. I just needed my chance to speak my mind.



I have left the Clan. I had been told by mine for quite some time that I should lead and I finally took the initiative and have done so. So Shyr Jher has been born.



Shyr Jher, Elven for Blood Lust was something I had wanted to integrate into Raith's clan but was always put aside. A group of vamps, witches and other dark practitioners, we all enjoy the simple aspects of life. I hope in the future to schedule regular meetings and discussion groups about various topics that we may all benefit from.



Being single again has made me drown myself in as much work as possible. Trying to bring the club back up to where it used to be is a huge task that I'm taking head on now. If I don't have to fight with silent dancers I have to deal with no-show DJ's. My crew is slowly seeing my darkside and it's not very pretty.



As for my personal life, now it's just a case of getting enough money saved and getting the hell out of this dump of island and starting over in my US of A. Where to? No idea. I guess I'll know when I get there.



Until the next time if I don't get another attack of the lazies. *huggles*