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Nothing kills us, nothing seethes
Extinction riding on the pale horse of destiny
Nothing hates us, nothing can see
Through our eyes it dives into our minds and sows its disease.

No way out
Looking out standing over the edge
Too numb to feel alive
So why the fuck are these thoughts in my head
Reach in and pull them out

Still nothing feels the same
Too late to hesitate
Why can't I run and escape from myself
And live again
Why can't I run and escape from myself

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cause know that in the end
There's no way out

Oh my God is this really the end
I guess I'm not alright
I just can't tell what is real anymore
I'm trapped in my own hell

I know this can't be real
This negativity
Is dominating and smothering me
I just can't breathe
And I just can't tell what is real any more

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cause know that in the end
There's no way out

There's nothing left for me
Just tainted memories
There's no one here for me
Just let me be

Why can't I run and escape from myself
I just can't tell what is real any more

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cause know that in the end
There's no way out

Oh my God is this really the end.

Your heart, your home, your voice, it's got a price tag
Sign in blood, bury your rights in a body bag
They're feeding fear through the fault lines
You heard it here first, they got your freedoms on the front line
Primetime, the noose at our throats
Our liberties hands run with blood of the scapegoats
So tell me how can we demonize
When we can't see life through another's eyes.

We are the bastard sons
We are the ones that refused to grow cold
We are the thorn in your side
We are the thieves in the night
And we're coming to take what's ours.

Our new gods are empty like the holes in our heads
We dance upon the alter of envy and hubris
A scourge of narcissism reaps depression in black waves
If this is your salvation, you better pray.

This time, I'm done with always screwing up
I'm sick of one direction down
I'm a broken picture frame
My whole world twisted inside out

Screaming voices like a hurricane
Telling me to wake up, get out of bed
Put your feet on the floor
There's fresh air out the door

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything to make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone, wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away from the damage

Last time, I'm playing with a broken string
It don't matter no one's listening
'Cause losing you has made me see
I've gotta change, gotta blame it all on me

And I've been acting so pathetic
Knocking around like a ball on a string
It's taking time for me to get it
I'm ready and willing to do anything to make it up to you

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy
I'm standing here all alone, wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away from the damage

My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

Before the smoke can really clear away
From fires I started yesterday
I know I've gotta find a way
Somehow I've gotta find a way to wake up from the damage

My arms are hurting so bad from being so empty
My heart weighs like a ton 'cause it feels so heavy

I'm standing here all alone, wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away from the damage
My eyes may as well be blind if I just can't see you
My hands may as well be tied 'cause I just can't touch you

I'm standing here all alone, wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away from the damage
I'm standing here all alone, wishing that I could've known
You just can't walk away from the damage.

Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Reminds me of you
Just a picture of the wall
I'm surrounded by it all gotta walk before I fall

Fall out, out on the street
Street light, light over me so far from where I used to be
Where she was mine

Everything was easy everything was simple
Never felt so good when she was mine
I wanted to remember
Never missed a second
Never wish I could forget
Forget when she was mine, mine, yeah
When she was mine, mine, yeah

What I miss the most
Is talking up all night
We laughed until we cried
Now I'm breaking at the seams
Dropping to my knees
Nothing left of me

Black stone turned into dust
My heart wasn't enough
So far from where I used to be
When she was mine!

Everything was easy everything was simple
Never felt so good when she was mine
I wanted to remember
Never missed a second
Never wish I could forget
Forget when she was mine, mine, yeah
When she was mine, mine, yeah

I wonder if she's out there, I wonder where she goes, she goes
I wonder what she's doing, will I ever know her, oh yeah

Everything was easy everything was simple
Never felt so good when she was mine
I wanted to remember
Never missed a second
Never wish I could forget
Forget when she was mine, mine, yeah
When she was mine, mine, yeah

Down to my knees, gotta see her, gotta see her
Tried to forget but I need her, but I need her

When she was mine.

Did all the words I never said
Hurt as bad as those I did?
You know I never even cared
Not before you.
If I could go and turn back time
If I could only press rewind
I would bleed this heart of mine
And just to show you

I'll be the first to say I'm sorry,
The first to say I'm stupid
Why do I always take it there?
Is it hopeless or maybe you still want to
Meet me at the altar?
And I will lay it all to bare

And I told you all my secrets,
All my fears, I've let go.
And it's flawless,
You are the only one,
You are the only one,
Don't you know,
Don't you know?

Am I fading from your mind
Has the distance blurred the lines?
They say all things heal with time, but it's untrue
I will linger on every word
I know it's more than I deserve
Chances are I'll make it worse, but I need to

Tell you, tell you that I'm sorry,
Tell you that I'm stupid,
Why do I always take it there?
Is it hopeless or maybe you still want to
Meet me at the altar?
And I will lay it all to bare

And I told you all my secrets,
All my fears, I've let go
And it's flawless,
You are the only one,
You are the only one,
Don't you know?

Don't you know,
That the hardest part's not having you to hold?
Don't you know
This old heart of mine can't bear to see you go?

And I told you all my secrets,
All my fears, I've let go
And it's flawless,
You are the only one,
You are the only one,
Don't you know?

And I told you all my secrets,
All my fears, I've let go
And it's flawless,
You are the only one,
You are the only one,
Don't you know?

And I told you all my secrets,
All my fears, I've let go
And it's flawless,
You are the only one,
You are the only one,
Don't you know?

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DarkBetty
21:53 Jan 02 2019

Very nice

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When you wake up
Turn the radio on
And you'll hear this simple song
That I made up
That I made up for you

When you're driving
Turn the radio up
Cause I can't sing loud enough
Hard these days
To get my message through

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry
And you look around
I'll be somewhere in that crowd
Torn up, that it isn't me

When you're older
And the memories fade
But I know I'll still feel the same
For as long as I live

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name, one time
Please just say my name

But if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name
When the song is over.

Singing for the lonely
You're not the only ones who feel this
So scared of what we're doing
All the time

Here comes wasted head-space
Paranoia
Anger, misplaced feelings
Leave me nowhere
All the time

I don't wake up early in the morning
'Cause the more I sleep the the less I have to say
Scared of you always thinking that I'm boring
Stop me yawning my life away

Tender young confusion
Send black mariah for blue delusions
Lays heavy oh so heavy
On my mind

I'm so sick of people's expectations
Leaves me tired all the time
If your home's full of useless aggravation
Then don't bring it to mine

I seem to spend my life
Just waiting for the chorus
'Cause the verse is never nearly
Good enough

The hooligan half of me
That steals from Woolworths
While the other lives for love

I'm so sick of people's expectations
Leaves me tired all the time
If your home's full of worthless aggravation
Then don't bring it to mine

Singing for the lonely
We're not the only ones who feel this
So scared of what I'm doing
All the time

Singing for the Lonely
We're not the only ones who feel this
Scared of what we're doing
All the time.

Will I see you again?
I didn't have the chance to say I'm sorry
Will I see you again?
This is more than I can take from you.

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

I'm so alone
Here on my own
And I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be
A part of you
Think of all the things we could do

and everyday, you're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
You are the one, you're in my eyes
All I ever wanted in my life

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me



all I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted was you and me

All I ever wanted!

I'm so far from everything I love
And I'm guilty for all I've done
Am I cancer like a fucking disease
I've become everything I never thought I'd be
I've been wasted, burned all my dreams
Now these ashes are all I see
From the bottle and the gasoline
It's too late I'm addicted to this misery
You know

Take away this loaded gun
Forgive me for the wrong I've done
Tell her that I'm sorry
I don't want to live this way
I don't want to dig my grave
In the end will I be forgiven
When I'm gone

I'm helpless, a stranger inside
I feel reckless but I ain't ready to die
These voices screaming in my head
Keep telling me that I should be dead
My sorrows they come on done
And tomorrow it may never come
I've gotta fix this, I need a remedy
Before it's over, before it's too late for me

Take away this loaded gun
Forgive me for the wrong I've done
Tell her that I'm sorry
I don't want to live this way
I don't want to dig my grave
In the end will I be forgiven
When I'm gone

I've gotta fix this
I need a remedy
Before it's over
Before it's too late for me

Take away this loaded gun
Forgive me for the wrong I've done
Tell her that I'm sorry
I can't live this way
I don't want to dig my grave
In the end will I be forgiven
When I'm gone
When I'm gone
When I'm gone.

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EmberMoon
16:35 Jan 01 2019

Interesting lyrics, thinks for sharing.

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A big part of me is dead. Seethe'd from the inside.

All these visions contradictions burning my mind.

Blinding echoes constant shadows cascading the night.


I light the fire. I ignite flame.

Burn the past. Ignite the future.

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Tristesse
14:41 Jan 01 2019

Very nice!

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