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01:44 Apr 27 2011
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REFLECTIONS OF NOTHINGNESS
Luminous as light shining in the darkest depths
Intersecting on pathways of nothingness
Bursting and exploding like a sea of fireworks
Thoughts transcending my consciousness
Dreams bombarded with ominous ponderings
More real than waking hours of dread
Something in the belly of uncertainty
Am I real or someone’s ironic charade?
Fighting with words and ideas unsought
Rising to heights of inane immobility
Crashing in pain laden reverie
I exit unto myself in my reality
Can I step into your reality unscathed?
Should this even be acknowledged?
The mystery of the deep inside
Succumbing to programming unbidden
Arising I float in a bubble of futility
Higher and higher I go seeking redemption
Poor choices and wasted time that should be returned
At the end of youth’s journey, I stand desolate
Torn between what I know and what I can accomplish
If thoughts are things, why is my canvas so barren?
Did they disperse into some pit of iniquity?
I fought so hard to be heard over the cacophony
Yet I stand alone in this veritable emptiness
Absurdity falling like refuse around me
Resembling a mire of unresolved memories
Wallowing in self-pity I scream
Why should anyone listen to my caterwauling?
I am one speck in an endless list of the unobserved
Crying is not allowed in this god-forsaken arena
I will leave this place in obscurity barely noticed
By Sinistra Copyright 2006
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