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Ok. Here's the details. I met this girl about a year ago from today online. My sister told me she was bringing a friend with us on a trip to the ocean last summer. I ended up not going anyways to stay home and go to a party-stupid me.

So I asked my sis if this girl was online. Of course I wanted to get to know a girl whom I was going to meet for the first time in a bikini. And if she was friends with my sis then we'd get along great. Well, sissy showed me her Myspace account and I saw her profile picture and it hit me. I felt a knot in my stomach and my eyes were glued to the screen. I couldn't look away if I'd wanted to. She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in the world. Well, immediately I messaged her and added her to my friends. Several days later she finally messaged me back basically telling me hello and other small talk. I eventually found out she was on yahoo messenger. This whole waiting 3 days to send one message was killing me. She mentioned that she had a Yahoo Instant Messenger, so I added her on the Messenger and we actually never talked for about 2 weeks after that. Finally, one day I called my sister and asked her if this girl was online. She said yes. So this time there wasn't a glitch in the system. There had been a lot of those for some reason around that time on Yahoo. It finally let me send her a message and she finally sent one back. For some other reason, messages wouldn't send online either. It would just keep pending. Anyways, not important. All in all we eventually got to talking and I mentioned that I was going to Edgefest in Little Rock. I was coming through her town on the way and I asked her if she would like to go with me. She said she couldn't. I was head over heels with this girl so naturally I was upset. Well, the day before Edgefest we talked again and she was really excited about something. She told me she had just gotten back together with an abusive ex-boyfriend whom she never really liked anyways and always treated her like trash.

Now this made me very depressed. I was going to ask her out at Ecgefest. The distance was long, yes, but my heart was committed to loving this girl. Well, after that we didn't talk again for several months. I mostly forgot about her with all the other stuff going on during the summer. I met some girl who pretty much used me for 6 months and I eventually had to force out of my house. Around the time I was going to dump this girl, the first girl messaged me. She said hi and asked what I had been up to. I told her the situation and how I was with this new girlfriend that I hated but couldn't get rid of. Until then I'd never broken up with someone. They always dumped me.

The girl talked with me and eventually told me that she had just broken up with her boyfriend. This shocked me. I suddenly saw all the pieces fit into place. It was like I suddenly knew the entire situation and why everything had happened. I wasn't ready for that girl yet. I needed one more lesson to learn before I would be ready. And now that I look back, I realize why that last lesson was so important. One thing led to another and I finally broke up with the crappy girlfriend and went to go meet this girl I'd met nearly 7 months before. I saw her for the first time in an embarassing sort of way. She caught me while I was asleep. She woke me up and the first thing in my blurry morning vision was her face, real, and in person. I went into shock and nearly died right there and then. She only smiled even though I was nearly naked and passed out on the floor. It was NOT your typical good first impression. I instantly got dressed and pampered myself up as much as a man can and held my breath to leave the bathroom and go meet her for real. Not 2 minutes and a hug later we kissed. This was strange for me, considering I usually either have 3 dates or sex before the first kiss.

Anyways, this kiss was AMAZING. I never thought anything like that could ever happen. My mind was blown and every cell in my body stopped. MY heart skipped and my thoughts blanked. I always thought I knew true love, but it was just me kidding myself, until that moment. The best part is, that every time I kiss her, it doesn't change. That same feeling is still there. Every time I see her face I'm instantly filled with joy. I really do love her and I can't imagine how I lived without her all those years. We've been dating for 7 months now and I know that may seem short, but I've never fallen head over heels for someone like this before. We want to get married and maybe, MAYBE, have a child. She want a girl and I want a boy, naturally. We don't plan on getting married for several more years until she is done with college. We understand that a lot of things change. I wanted to ask all of you, my family, if you think this is a good idea. Do you think it is smart of me to make this girl my life, my essence, my very meaning for existence? Should I stay with her for these next several years of college and live a long and happy life with her or should I stay with my family and some of my friends here at home. My blood brother and his life-mate are coming with us as well. We all plan to get hand-fasted on the same day. Is this a good choice or should I keep thinking?

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AtraAnglusTheDarkAngel
00:17 Oct 01 2009

actually ... i wanted a boy...

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