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There is a song that I sometimes hear when I am watching something about Germany during the 2nd World War. The song is called Das Ist Berlin. The song gives off lost memories of Germany before The Third Reich decided to bomb the hell out of Europe, that brief period in time when things were damn near pleasant. For are grand parents it was a time of jazz, gin, and the New York gangster replaced the cowboy in legend and real life.

It is hard to think of a time when people all got along, in even through the war people had some of the best times in the lives. The loss of life was beyond any clear minded thinking, woman in North America and England feared the man from The Department of Defense. A strange time in deed, the birth of the idea that a woman could be more than a house wife, or a colored man more than cannon faughter to AXIS fire power. I hear a lot of people say that the middle east is the grounds for The Third World War, many people believe that this will give North Korea a chance to see their force in living color, some say China will strike America after invading China. And still Paris Hilton refuses to speak to Nicole Ritchie cause that is what most of America's youth is worrying about. So while things are all screwed up right now with the whole world I wonder what will be the song that will make someone remember this time in the worlds history. For now we can try to assume what we will remember when we are well passed our prime.







Would like to thank BIG BRIAN for hooking me up with the material to help me write such a horrible rant.

The death of Nick Mesa







My brother died last week of an over dose of a varouis amount of drugs. I feel great sarrow in my heart and shall miss him very everyday. My brother was the strong one, he was the one that got me out of trouble and was quick to smack me back in line. I miss him and I am not sure how to feel about my time on this planet. I would love to be in voice-over work and maybe a movie here and there, the strange thing is he told me on more than a few times that I was wasting my time. Does this mean I give up? He was only 29, I guess things just happen.







May you have the peace in death, none of us could have given you in life.





You will always be me big brother. And I will be your boyo.

The death of Nick Mesa







My brother died last week of an over dose of a varouis amount of drugs. I feel great sarrow in my heart and shall miss him very everyday. My brother was the strong one, he was the one that got me out of trouble and was quick to smack me back in line. I miss him and I am not sure how to feel about my time on this planet. I would love to be in voice-over work and maybe a movie here and there, the strange thing is he told me on more than a few times that I was wasting my time. Does this mean I give up? He was only 29, I guess things just happen.







May you have the peace in death, none of us could have given you in life.





You will always be me big brother. And I will be your boyo.

My brother was a rare breed of man, he was a lot like a myth and a man at the same time. He liked to party, if there was booze there he would find the place. And the bottle was not the only think he hit, My brother was a true ladies man. He had this Johnny Rotten kind of persona and girls loved him and guys though he was too cool. My brother was found dead at his girlfriends house last night, he had an over dose and his heart just could not take it. To understand my brother you had to understand what have good time meant to a punk rocker.

He was the son of a great man and the older brother to yours truly, he was an Athlete and a Rageaholic. He was many faces to many people, but he was just my brother in my eyes, which is better than anyother title.

My family lost their first born, now I must take my place as the one to carry on the name, the stories, and the history of my family.







Rest In Peace

Nick Mesa

Jan 17th, 1977

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July 5th, 2006