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I have no idea why I am doing this, or am I just doing it to remember, most people would say that they have a strange memory from a song. This is a very common thing because after all, we do have our own soundtrack for life, some good songs that makes us remember a great time in our lives or maybe it something we do not really care to remember. Right now I am listening to this song that played almost mind numbling on a daily basis in 2001. That was also the time I was with my first and last long term girlfriend. Her name was Amber and for all the great things she was I had been thoughtless and over a very bad boyfriend. Please do not start thinking I was some beast. I was just really not into her that much. That and our sex life was a lot like the world cup. You know it is coming but there is a lot of matches to get there.

I tried to share common things with her but it was easier to bring a dead body back from the great beyond.

We took a trip to see a friend of hers a few times in the corse of our realtionship, Her best friend in the world lived in Santa Cruz. On the very first trip we heard "our" song a total of nine times before i attempted susicde. HAving arrived ready to have a great big fight about the trip had happend one hour earlier than planned. Amber's best friend Brianna did not like me, in fact she made the point in the middle of a french dinner at some beatnick shack. Her slanderous comments came after I discovered the bar did not serve Guinness. "This is a civilized place, no Irish hoolgin juice for the Mexican."

After we left the french style place, we all cooled are jets and ended up having a really goodtime, the funny thing was we actually danced later that night. I guess music will always remind us ov the good, the bad and the ugly.