Why is it people kill themselves in the bath room all the fucking time, can someone tell me, people oding or slice their arms in the fucking bath rub. I mean fuck man what is with all of that shit, you know why I am mad. Cause My best fucking friend in the world killed himself today. Yeah. His note said that his life sucked, every since he lost his one true love this fucking bitch I couldn't stand but my friend was getting lucky so who the fuck em I right?
So getting back, this bitch left my buddy a month ago. Took everything that was not nailed fucking down and she was fucking his cousin who he let stay with him while he was umemplyed. Jimmy my friend, I grew up with him you know, He came from this way tough Irish family around the corner from my house, he was born in Ireland and moved here when he was three. He was the fifth born of nine kids, five brothers and four sisters. One of his older sister kicked the shit out of me when I was 11 cuase me and Jimmy filled her bra up with jello.
Now he is gone, I have been drinking steadly all day. This guy was my best friend since i was like 5 andnow he is gone. When I was 14 me and Jimmy went hiking when we were at summer camp, and I broke my leg and he carried me nine miles, that was the kind of guy Jimmy was man. He would give you the shirt off his back, maybe it was that Irish up bringing but he was a good guy. My whole life I would screw up or get in trouble and Jimmy was always there for me and I was always there for him.
Except I missed this time, and I guess I let him down.
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