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OI! So I'm back from Vase.. it was a stupid competition anyway.. XD I got a perfect score on the interviewing part, (though I was really nervous) I didnt think I would, but, it got a "Four". You can only get a 1, 2, 3, or 4, 4 being hard to get and the best you CAN get but... I actually thought it deserved a three... I hate colouring with coloured pencils... makes it look horrible.

But yes, all of the 4s get set up in a giant room, where all of the judges, (aproximately 100) go look around and choose out one tenth of the pictures- and just their favorites.

Then those goes on to state....

I didnt get chosen, but thats okay, because I got a metal anyway. Woooh!



It was so hard to get there, you just dont even know... bah.. anyhow... even though I'm done with the competition, and all of my grades are up to passing, I am being squashed to the pulp with homework... my mom.. she's a very clingy person to me.. for some reason.. though, she loves to add on guilt to everything.. (Think of it as black mail.) She is over here SCREAM'N at me to do my work.... that was due last week... oh, it's taking me every hour of my day at home. The only relief from this home work push'n woman IS school itself! HELL! I WANT TO BE AT SCHOOL! AHHH! MY MOM IS KILLING ME! AHHHH!



Ah well.. I guess its not that bad...

She only wants to help afterall..

and get in the way...

and yell at me for no apperent reason...

and use her outdoor voice next to my ear...

and have a fit about everything...

-er-



.. I guess I'm feeling bad that I dont like this just that much, because I'm out to look for punishments from my friends.. though I know they wont do it, and that bites but...



I beat myself up night before last, and now I really wish I hadnt, because even now I've lossed all of my strength, and it's just being more and more zapped out of me.

It makes me pant to just the smallest of things, like carry a heavy book.

I wonder whats wrong?

The weaker I get, the more depressed I get, but at the same time, the more quiet I get, because this isnt even much to complain about....

WOOH! Today I kicked mayjor butt at school today.. I, normally a straight F student... passed ALL of my classes in ONE WEEK. I BUSTED MY BUTT!!! All for an art competition called Vase... I'm going tomarow... Wish me luck!

Oh, my poor butt.. my poor busted butt...

I've been going everyday in the mornings to catch up on crap... one of my classes I was only failing with a 68... (In texas, things in the 60's are concidered failing) and.. the damn teacher that I've been trying to get my work done for... IS IMPOSSIBLE. SUCH A BASTARD. He needs to be poked in the eye with a very hot iron pointy stick... The first time he's spoken to me was yesterday. ... but I'm not one of his precious football students-- I'm a stupid art teacher. Why would he wanna help me? I hate coach teachers... exept for coach self because he's witty and is only a girls bowling team coach.

Anyhow, my art teacher came by today and yelled at me how I need to pass by the end of the day and how he needs to corroporate.. he began.. misteriously... being nice for some reason.. and just gave me a test he never told me about... (I was also absent for a week)



So there you have it! I'm going to vase! You prolly dont care, but I'm frankly extatic!! I hope I win in my devision...