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It urns for something more. It is empty and open. I want something more. Bored? Maybe but there is something in my mind that nags me. Someone who will never leave my mind. Picture perfect. Perfect. There is no other way to describe this person. I mean I have seen many people in my life. I have been to many places and experienced pains beyond common. And yet there is one person who is indescribable to me. Complicated yet simple. Amazing. I want this something. This something my soul urns for. To fill this spot in my heart.

It is fear that consumes me. Throws me into a complete darkness I drown in. I toss and turn yet can't free myself. It eats me whole, as I ate the forbidden fruit. It's sweetness to die for, it's after-taste life consuming. I fall in it's grace. What is remaining? This is not a sanctuary I wish for. It is not a heaven I wish for. In the end, what is left of my heart?

The sky is dark and as cold as night. The sky is intermingled is a web of twilight. It holds its secrets close, and is hided in a night within a day. A new moon reveals its thoughts. The eclipse moves the face that has become harder than stone. And all that is left is basic. A hole within life. A Demon of an Angel. In the end they are the same.