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In my absence of what feels like a fuckin' decade, ALOT of shit has went down. I do mean ALOT. 2012 the man who raised me from a young lad died tragically infront of me. Years go by, several failed relationships later, (they failed cause I was a fuckin' cunt way back when. I accept this.) I gave up on love, befor I ended my account. Then my wife found me, I was depressed and suicidal without even knowing I was suicidal. Even longer story short, my oldest boy biologically isn't mine, but I've raised him since he was six months old, (he's seven now.) So he is mine. I fell in love with him, (not in a weird way. But how the man I call my father must of felt when he became my father.) and he gave me a reason to smile and keep on living. Fast forward a couple of years to February 18th 2018. It's three o'clock in the morning, and I'm standing in the mirror with a pistol to my head. I sit down on my bed, by my wife's feet, and my daughter climbs in my lap and saves my life. Fast forward again to a bout two months ago, I get diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic Features and Severe PTSD. Since 2012 I've been having nightmares, and flashbacks of the day my father lost his life. But I tip my hat to you for taking the time to read through all of this blabbering. *Tips hat as they disappear into the shadows*