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Yes here it goes again....it comes at night, and I believe that I am losing myself...not that there was ever much to lose that is. I feel so alone....to christians, I ask you this question, Where is your God right now? If he is so compassionate, then why am I not spared this anguish? I feel absolutely loathsome right now....sort of like how Satan must have felt, when he was kicked out of Heaven(Considering of course, that any of that happened). Oh well. Perhaps someone will help me one day.

I am so bored right now....i'm burning up and I'm not sleepy though I should be. I'm a little bit hungry, but nothing to eat. shew....I don't know...I don't even know what to say anymore....