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Why is it so hard when you tell a Dom or Master that you want to take it slow and get to know them. That some not all push and push until you get so frustrated that you just say fuck it.



Why is it so hard for some Masters to be patient and wait. If we are ment to be then in all reality Masters should understand and be able to wait.



I have come to the conclusion that a lot of the Masters on other sites just want a piece of ass and nothing more. I am tired of being treated like a door mat. I am a person and I need to respect myself and realize that even though I am a slave until that collar is put around my neck. I have a choice to ether live with whats going on with me. Or get up and walk twords the door and never turn back.



But then again its not that easy as a slave I serve toughs that ask it of me. No I am not a whore or even a slut. I am a true slave. I have come to that conclusion with the help of a friend. Not only did I learn that but I also have learned a lot about myself.



When it comes to my disabilities, Yes I have disabilities if you want to know what please ask. But I am very sensitive about people not even getting to know me but in the end push me to the side. I have a temper I am German and Irish. So my temper can get really bad. But please do not take it personalty. I am just dealing with a lot.



Why is it that Master not all like to call the subs or slaves Pigs, Cunt, whores and any word that would degrade them. I know because It has just happened to me. But in the end my friend made me realize that the words that are said. Most likely would be said out of love not hate or malice.



But then again if your used to that type of relationship and you feel numb all over. You don't realize until someone tells you that its wrong. Where do we as slaves fall in the lifeforbidden. Are there good Masters out there that can teach me fully what I know I am. Instead of calling me names and degrading me.



Is there someone out there that can and will see my potential as a slave. I am not sure but I am willing to wait. I feel alone most of the time and honestly it sometimes gets overwealming..I understand and want to learn but I want to learn the right way not the way of the Masters that truly don't know what there doing.

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ScheayaRaven
03:41 Jun 18 2013

Yes it is possible to find a Master that loves, honors and protects his slave. It's not all about degradation.

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Ok I wonder why someone I don't even know Puts me on the Ignore list. *Shrugs* Oh well don't really care Its there Loss..

When will they understand that I am not a normal Vampire. That I am one that takes things slowly. When will they understand that I am searching for Something Unlike them. I am a Psy Vampire I feed off the energies of others. I do not take without asking. But I feed off of thoughs that send me there energy. I am not one to rush into relationships. You may think I am a weak soul but I am not. You might think that I am needing something I say I do need something but that something I have not seen yet..If you wish to understand me talk to me become my Best friend understand me love me first as a friend then as a lover should.



I do not take this lightly as this is my code of ethics I will respect you if you respect what I am saying. A lover in lifes befor and life present are intertwining. I will not be pushed I will not be judged because of what I stand for. Thoughs of you that wish more so be it..But look deep within your soul and mine and see if it is to be or not to be..I know what I wish for. I may have found it and I may not have. But I know in the end what it is that I want..

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DunchanGangrel
05:06 Jun 06 2013

Nicely said

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xXRavenWraithXx
22:51 Jun 06 2013

well said and you should not be rushed. A bit of advice for VR...just because they keep messaging you doesn't mean you have to answer. Thank you Cancer for the delete button and if necessary the ignore button!

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SummerBreez
04:21 Jun 07 2013

LOL thanks Raven for the good info...

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