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Hello i feel like i am lost and destined to be alone. Every relationship always leads away to some kind of pain i do not believe their is anyone in this life for me i feel so empty at times and lost and sad. I spend my days wandering if i will ever be good enough for some one to just hold me and be held by me and for him to know i am the only thing that keeps him alive and i am the only one who gives him the will to live life. I am so scared to hurt the way i do i know it is not a good thing but i do not know to get rid of all the hate and hurt so i cry alone and wander to myself was it something i did or did they just not understand. I am tired of the emptyness i want to find the other part of me and i dont know how so i am waiting for my time and for the right man to come my way if he is a man he may not be mayb i am not who i think i am mayb i had another live way before this and mayb she was killed and sent back as me but i dont know and that sounds stupid but i am just sad and tired of not knowing. I am at a loss for words anymore and i havhe nothing more to say.