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So, usually my longest entries consist of babble and emo, my life is difficult right now, so i am not happy content....Well, today, this evening, im very happy.

Despite the whole work thing, and being seperated from my sisters, and not being totally sure about this whole Sean situation...

I am very happy, and hyper. =D

And no, caffiene has nothing to do with it. In fact im a little tired.

This morning i awoke at 9 with Dean at my dor to wake me up and take me to Money Mart. I have No clue what that place is for yet i applied for a position. I s know imma get the job now LoL

We went to blockbuster but they were closed...So headed to Erin mills...and yea uh....Hallmark wasnt hiing anymore LoL im pretty sure i asked the new girl who had just been hired for her job HeHe.

I came home intent on calling Jodi at Rogers to see wtf is up, and the shoping channel. Danny ends up calling instead whilst im debating on sleeping (since i went to bed at 4 am) and calling now or later.

I called the shopping channel, deciding to call Jodi after 1pm....

Im going into blockbuster tomorrow. Resume in hand and THIS my dear reader is what i will say...



"Hello, i've submitted a resume in already along with an application. I wanted to put this one ON TOP of the pile. My avaiability is amazing and i prefer flexible hours. I have a great work history and live less then 10 minues away. I really want to hear from you."

I'll smile and wait for the noob to call the boss and then i'll probably have to repeat the speech LoL....

Im so up for it ^_^



*She moves her ody like a cyclone and she makes me wanna go all night long. Going hard when they tun the spot lights on because he moves her body like a cyclone*



Anyways, spent the net few hours dreaming, about what dont QUITE recall...then texted bak and fourth with Sean and made plans to meet up with Crystal within the next 15 mins...SO we sat in Tim's for 3 hours catching up. HaHa played "eye-tag" with some guy across the way...

Apparently i look 23??? Greeeeeeeeeeeaaaaat.

All the while Georgina looks 14???? What bullshit.

Ahem...

Tookback the empties and got $12.90!!! Lmao...timmies for everyone!!!

That was fun, Danny got her truck :)

Put another sub into Sean's trunk and then drove to Credit river. Those are the houses imma choose form when i can get one.

I swear just sitting in the truck made me veeeeeeeeeeeery chillin'....*sigh*...



Yeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaa.



apparently im an easy fry lmao



:D:D:D:D this is me right now :D:D:D:D



I feel like...things will get better. I feel like i can get through anything. Im not worried about Sisters, or friends, the past or what i have to do.

Tomorrow i know what im going to do. Im determined and im Happy :D:D:D

HeHe....Love it.

I could dance all night. its one of those nights. i could actually re paint my entire living room in one night. I dont really think i could focus on one small project but 8 all at once :D:D

Awesome!!!!

I should so totally go for a walk :D I...i may just brave the cold to do so lol

oh god.... :D



TOODLES!!!!!!!!

and remember to be happy ^_^ =D :)

....Christmas sucked.

Big time. The holiday in England wasn't at all how i imagined it to be. Ha....there's some old news.

But, i got to see my family and view them in a different way then i had when i was 7, 9, 15 and younger.

I went home, and finally realised that i didn't need it as Home anymore. I saw the beginning of a new family, and ultimately, the distruction of another.

Towards the end of the holiday though i did feel like part of a big family. That's exactly what i had imagined :)

Coming home, took longer then it should have HeHe, but when i finally did get home, i was refreshed and happy (apparently thinner too :) ). Probably too happy, considering the things i had to deal with. My attitude was different however and they knew it. My place certainly didn't feel like mine....or smell like it so i had to adjust that accordingly the next day.

and then i was alone.

*shivvers* My weakness lol Greeeeeeaat.

Danny and aaron, sean and Terry havnt missed a day being at my place since i've been back lol. And i am happier for it.

Danny and Tanya are finished and now Terry and Danny are both finding what they need in each other....Something seems off to me about them but, i could just be jealous lol

Sean and I well....we've been spending a lot of time together :)

We'll just see where that goes and im NOT jumping to any conclusions or looking too far ahead.

This month has actually been about refreshment and a refined ideal about love/relationships etc....What can i say, it's the first month of the new year.

I mean come on....The reason we have a new year is probably because of the atrological alignment of the planets and stars. In this period which know as January, Venus is all about renewal. So wouldn't it make sense to have a new years celebration???

Sorry lol i babble....

Im so over people that hold me down whether they know they do or not. Im so over bending over backwards for you, and censoring my thoughts and feelings about you, or him, or them, or even about myself or things in general.

Im so elated its stupid.

Im happy....lol i need to go back and re read my journal entry on SG.....

Nice.

Ok now im talking to myself....

This year is going to be awesome....Hard work but sooooooo good =D