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I know I can’t change him. He has to want these things for himself. To be sober. To want to live for himself not in spite of me. It is a romantic gesture but if something would happen to me his world would be right back where it was before. I’m not his savior. He has to realize the only one that’s going to save him is himself now. Not anyone else that may come along. Do I want to live without him? No but the threat of it hanging over my head. I just can’t. I want safety. I want stability. I need peace. I’m tired just so tired anything other than just won’t do. I know the world will always be chaos but I don’t want or need relationships like that are anymore.
He might think it’s because I don’t love him but sometimes you have to let someone go because you do love them. I never understood that when my grandmother would say it to me before but now I do….