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I left dustin.

He has hurt me too many times and i was tired of it. Now i am with my awesome girlfriend Amy. Shes the best. hehe. Her and i have been friends for more than 3 years now. She is not only my best friend. But my girlfriend now and i love her. Its great. Yea my junior prom is comming up. And im going with her. w00t.

Well, my new years eve sucked. a lot.

First my fiance broke up with me. [[he said that 2 of his friends died && one has cancer or whatever, and he needs sometime alone. technically he is alone. he isnt here with me. he is in another fucking state. i guess he gets to decide when && when we arent dating. He said we are broken up "temporarily". i guess he plans on breaking up with me everytime something goes wrong. well if thats the case. im not going to be with him. i dont know what to do. if he -eventually- asks me back out. wtf am i supposed to say? i sure as hell aint just going to go up && say yes. i cant just do that. he hurt me... alot, && that makes things more complicated. Before him and i went out, i MADE him promise he would not hurt me. or leave me. && he did both. uggh. i guess i cant trust anyone. not even the person i trusted the most]]



also, yesterday. when i actually stayed with my dad. [for once in my whole life]. he fucking came home drunk last night cussing out his mom && his girl. its like wtf?



ive came to this conclusion.



love = pain.