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Meet me in our secret spot

And hear my heart begin to stop

Bloody wrists and teary eyes

Come to hear my last goodbyes



Let me lose my breath so fast

And this day shall be my last

Pick me up and carry me home

For now I can truly be alone

Slit my wrists and stop my heart

For I have played my only part

The end is near and I must go

This is the end of my life, my show



Let me die while you persevere

And leave my body laying here

I’ve never done right, only wrong

Just let me die, I’ll soon be gone



Let my body bleed and die

For this is my last good bye

I was alone with no kindness from you

This is my life, a nightmare come true

I will never be perfect in their eyes

But I don't go for the norm

I am beautiful being an individual

And I know that I don't need their approval

I am who I am and that is enough

I don't need to listen to the ones who hurt me

I am a victim of bullying going unpunished

And I know that what they intend is rubbish



I am me and that is enough for myself

My scars show what they have said

But the scars are just that

They cannot hurt me with their words

Their words hurt me and made me hurt myself

But I realized that they are wrong about me

I lost a friend to suicide because of people like them

And I will stand up against what they do



I am a victim of this everyday

But no one is willing to call them out like I have tried

I cover up my face and imperfections with make-up

But those imperfections are who I am

I know that I could very well be like Donna

And Destiny and Jordan

But I will stand up proud and strong

And call the bullies out for all to see



No one deserves to be bullied like that

Many are everyday and no one does anything to help

How can we end the bullying if we don't speak up

I ask all of you to stand up and speak out

You know someone or have seen a victim

But now is the time to tell them that they are perfect

Tell them that the bullies are the people that are wrong

And that they do not deserve any of it



I look in the mirror right now, at this second

And realize that all those bullies are wrong about me

I am a beautiful individual and I deserve better

I am like you, and you deserve the same

Don't sell yourself short because you believe them

Stand up tall and shout that you are perfect the way you are

Make them believe that you are serious about how you feel

It will make this so much more real

What do I do when I am wrong

How do I breath when the air is gone?

I am bad when I do what is right

I am worthless when I am good

How can I know who to trust

What can I do when I am dead



Who can I trust when I am hurt

Who can I turn to when I need help

I am a bad person when I help those in need

I shouldn’t be around normal people

I am nothing if I am not perfect

I am not perfect if I am not beautiful



I will never be good enough for anyone

I am a failure at everything

I don’t deserve to be alive

My family hates who I am

I will never be good in their eyes

I am worthless and don’t deserve happiness



Will anyone take me away from my darkness

Save me from this madness they call life

How can I be perfect or alright

When nothing I do is right

I am nothing and I never will be

But he still loves me for me

I’m lost in this never-ending darkness

Never finding my way to the light



Nothing I do will ever be good enough

I will always be worthless in your eyes



Everything I do is wrong even when I’m right

I am worthless and I will never be anything



When I do what is right I am beat and hit

When I do what is wrong I am hurt worse



How can I go on knowing that I am bad

Why won’t death just claim me already



I am shunned and put down for trying

I am punished when I don’t



Why can’t I do anything that is right

Why is nothing I do ever good



The darkness of my mind imprison me

As they see all of my memories



I cannot escape this darkness that tortures

I cannot find the love that will save me



Why can’t I find something worth trying for

Why am I alone in this darkness



Why am I so wrong when I try to do what is right

Can I ever be saved or redeemed